how do you..

not give up when

1) You're spending almost 40 minutes just to finish a maths question while others can finish it in 5 minutes

2)You're trying very hard to understand what your teacher is teaching while others can understand everything

3)You looked through some past year STPM question papers and noticed that you can barely answer any of the question.

tell me, how.

I asked, I prayed, I begged for a miracle.

God Of Wonders

I love this song. I love it i love it i looooove it. I really do.

This is the version by Paul Baloche.
I suggest that you take 6 minutes of your time, stop whatever you are doing, relax and listen to this song.

Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me.

Father Holy, Holy.

The universe declares Your majesty,

You are Holy.

i think it is time for me to..

...sit down and type a proper post. My blog is getting old!

Well, life has been hectic. Very fast paced, everything just seems to be happening right before my eyes. Another week has passed and it feels like STPM is just right around the corner.

I can see it, I can feel it. I can taste it.

LOL randomness.

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Still trying to get used to the 9 hours of schooling everyday. I'll usually end up too tired to study during weeknights. My revision plan is disrupted thanks to this.

I should really learn how to appreciate.

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Now that all of my subjects' syllabuses have almost been covered, I've just noticed that there are plenty of things to study at once.

And i mean, A LOTTT.
I thought it was already plenty enough during the first few exams...
Imagine my mocks and STPM. Sigh.

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H1N1. when will it ever end?

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Friendship night tomorrow! and I'm in the praise & worship team again! woohoo!

At first I was reluctant, because I felt it had been a tiring week and I just wanted a break.

But now I'm glad I took the chance.

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Tribute to Michael Jackson. R.I.P K.O.P

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I would love to go on a getaway after my STPM. Langkawi? or Maldives =D=D they have amazing hotels and resorts. But expensive as well =(

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I shall update more when something exciting happens in my life.

till then, cheers.

I called, You answered,

And You came to my rescue.

=(

I would love to complain and whine about everything. About the schooling hours, about the 30minutes lunch break, about how we can only rely on our school's canteen food for lunch, about everything..

But i shall refrain from complaining.

a quick summary of this week

and i mean, starting this week, not last week.

Tests. Short tests. Biology on Monday. Chemistry on Wednesday and Friday, Inorganic Chemistry to be exact.

and longer hours of studies, with only 30 minutes of break.

Not a problem. Bring it on.

this is how i feel right now

While I am shoving chapters after chapters of Biology, Chemistry and Large-Scary-Equations, my friends have already finished their pre-u years, currently enjoying their holidays, travelling around.

While me and my classmates have to endure longer hour of schooling, they enjoy longer hour of relaxing.

While me and my classmates looked like we have not slept for a week, they looked like they have slept for a year.

While we are constantly facing the exams, they are constantly facing boredom from the holidays.

ugh stop it with this depression. it's eating me alive

Quote

A very inspiring quote:

It is not intelligence alone that brings success, but also the drive to succeed, the commitment to work hard and the courage to believe in yourself.

What's the dream?

Ok since I actually found some leisure time, why not I share some of my dreams and goals.

1) To graduate with a M.D.

2) To visit Hillsong Church someday, or to be one of the singer HAHA *shrug*

3) To travel to these places:

- Los Angeles

- NYC

-Las Vegas

and Hawaii, Paris, London, etc etc etc

4) To own an amazing house(with a pool, of course =D)

5)to own a private jet To own a bentley

6) To hike up mount Kinabalu, or any mount

YES SERIOUS.

7) To see all my friends 15 years later and still be able to hang out like when we we young.

to be continued..

ok so yea these dreams might sound "easy" to some but hey, when you acheive a goal, you make more goals!!

lesson of the day.

Sometimes, all you need is an encouragement. That tiny push to keep you going again. When things get dull and dreadful, I guess all we need is that something, that special thing to keep us motivated.

I found my encouragement to hold on. I believe with every trial and pain, comes victory.

And my dreams and goals are what that is giving me the motivation to go on.
And don't forget God's strength as well!

I got my mid term exam results today. At least an A- for my Chemistry and Biology! Just like how I wished for.
Thank God.

Now the only problem I have now is to improve my maths and general paper. =(


And also,

School. 7 to 3:30. with only a half an hour break. They were suppose to start at 7:45 but then our principal decided to standardize everything.

Just a few more months.

Patience is bitter but the fruit is sweet.

i don't take no for an answer

I am tired. Every single day.
I have insomnia from all the worries and stress.
But I'm too tired to not sleep.

My whole body is going bonkers.

But still, nothing is gonna bring me downnnnn.







BRING IT ON!

Just 2 more mocks and a hell to go through and it will all be over. Serious. It will be over.

=(

I thought the next 5 months could not get any worse.

And it did.

Now all Form-6 students have to study from 7am to 3:15p.
Talk about torture.

When I said that one of my new year resolution is to survive through this year, I was just kidding.

Not anymore.

So yeah, please be thankful that you're not in F6. I have no idea what am I doing in Form 6.

this is very cool.

A very very funny nike ad I saw on youtube.

watch! it's very amusing. hahahaha

have a great weekend everyone

ok so about time to update?

Spencer Pratt - I'm a celebrity

Good or bad? I find it catchy, except the fact that the lyrics are pretty random.

Ok so most of my besties are back! Which means plenty of hanging out to do before second term of school starts =((. 

I am very much addicted to twitter thankyouvermuch.

Ok so I am thinking of getting a new phone. Nokia or Blackberry. No iPhone please. 1) i dislike touch screen keyboards 2) costs a bomb damnit.

tadah. I am done and out.

p/s don't okay. don't. just dont even try to piss me off. I thought you were a good person, until you bombarded those harsh comments. One more time and i will not be giving anymore chances k. Good day and cheers to you as well =D 

can you?

Can you spot the celebrity in this ad campaign? And while you're at it, guess the designer and the season for the ad campaign as well!

click photo to enlarge

this is actually a pretty easy one. =D

she looks absolutely stunning.

lol this is one of my favourite moments

Watch this video.

as the description says, it's a bona fide tear jerker! hahaha
i just love moments like these. very touching.

watch it. might even cheer you up! =D

ugh

My eyes are puffy, my nose is red. And I feel sleepy most of the times.

People who do not know thought I had been crying.

Hello Mr Flu.

Ugh this is not bueno.

quick update

K imma be quick on this one cause I have no idea what to blog about right now.

1) I should reduce my amount of hours watching E!

2) The kardashians are kinda entertaining. So is Miss Richard's Life's complicated.

3) I don't like people who constantly complains how boring their holidays are. Appreciate please darnit.

4) I would love to visit Hillsong Church one day.

5) I have not started on my holiday homeworks, nor do I plan to start on them.

6) Speidi is soo indecisive. Make up your mind already.

Cheers y'all. I am going to enjoy every second of my holiday from now on till the last day of the holidays. Can't believe it's going to be over.

p/s: I loathe going back to school. The class, the workloads, the people, the everything. Some of my classmates are cool tho.

ok laugh.

courtesy to Lea for introducing this video! thanks! it certainly brightened up my day.



i found it more funny than appetizing.

ok this is probably the best(multiply by infinity) song i have ever heard.

Okay how was your day? bad? or good? because if it was bad I got something to cheer you up. and if it was good I am here to make it even better


Love story meets viva la vida.

Listen to this song. No matter if you're a fan of taylor swift or coldplay, or not.
Or whatever it is. Just listen to it.
Seriously these 2 dudes are super talented.
And it doesn't hurt to look at the super cute dog which appears during the first 5 seconds.
My jaw was open for a solid 6 minutes throughout the song.

Please do yourself a favour and listen to it! LISTEN!

=D cheers.

So what's the dream?

Hillsong - Stronger


1) To be able to sing as good as him.
2) To be able to lead a worship session with that number of congregations.

Ok dream much? Back to reality.

p/s did i mention i love the song above?

Charity without forking a single cent.

ever wondered what does the "i'm" sign that has been around our messenger for quite some time really means?

It is actually a campaign initiated by Window Live Messenger called "i'm making a difference"

Everytime you have a conversation with that sign in your display name, a small amount of cash is donated to the charity you wish to donate to.

How, you ask?

Simple

*red+u American Red Cross

*bgca Boys & Girls Clubs

*naf National AIDS Fund

*mssoc National Multiple Sclerosis Society

*9mil ninemillion.org

*sierra Sierra Club

*help StopGlobalWarming.org

*komen Susan G. Komen for the Cure

*unicef The US fund for UNICEF

For whichsoever charity you wish to donate, add the code to your display name. Done. It's that simple

For more info, go to their website at http://im.live.com/Messenger/IM/Home/

do your part. be a philantrophist.