looking for an angel...

Hi everyone. Anyway got the chatbox up again. hahaha after deleting all those strange and weird and stupid comments that were in there

Anyway, I'm still contemplating on whether it is safe to open up my blog to the public again. Hmm should I?

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Okay so I would like to introduce a favourite hobby of mine, stamp collection! uhm to be more specific, first day cover collection!

Just a simple definition of first day cover from about.com for those of you who have no idea what am I talking about.

"A first day cover is a stamped envelope, postal card or other postal material that was processed at the post office where the stamp was issued, and has a cancellation indicating the same. The cancellation will often be specially designed for the occasion and frequently will say "First Day of Issue(FDI)" or something similar. Depending on the postal authority there may be a ceremony to commemorate the first day of issue."

Anyway, so this month there was a FDI on "haiwan peliharaan kanak-kanak" (children's pets). The stamps are super cute so I really wanted it. Problem was that it was sold out when i got there X.X super annoying. So now I'm searching on the internet hoping someone will sell it to me. 

The FDC that I was supposed to buy.

The other FDC in conjunction with CNY

 Bah, since the FDC was all sold out, what left was just the stamp. But for the stamp, only the bunny and the cat was still available. The doggy stamps were all sold out! O.O unbelievable! 

Cats!

BUNNIESS!

Of all the stamps that I have collected, I think these stamps are the nicest POS malaysia has ever printed. I love the picture and the details of the animal. It looked so real!

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Something happened. Something bad happened in which I do not want to elaborate any further. 


All I wanna say is that, sorry. Sorry that I am so useless.


I'm sorry that I am so useless to the point that whatever things I do, I get scolded. I get reprimanded. I get yelled at. 


Why is it that everything that I do, I get scolded? Every decision that I make, I get yelled at? Why? Do you know how much you've hurt me? To the point that whenever I make a decision or say something I am always in fear. 

Am I really that worthless? Am I really that useless? Do you really hate me that much? 


You all have really pushed me off the edge this time. 

"An adrenaline rush can be a wonderful thing, and a dangerous thing as well. The rush produces insane energy temporarily. At that particular moment, the person may lose his/her ability to think and may do whatever he/she likes"

fuh..

addiction pt 2

I have totally forgotten how I used to love listening to this song! Stumbled upon it just now while browsing through videos on youtube and boy did it bring back memories! 


been years and this song is still amazing.

addiction.

Addicted to this song thanks to fellow blogger friend Lawrence.

really? like, really?

I do not understand why some people just hates Malaysia so much!


*warning, ranting posts ahead, full of angst. Proceed with caution.*


I mean seriously! I for one do not think Malaysia is that bad!! I've been living in Malaysia for 20 years and I find it amazing! I do not understand why some people just starts arguing with me whenever I start supporting Malaysia in some stuff. I mean, seriously! For the love of god you've been staying in this country as well and you've turned out fine! What is there so much to hate about Malaysia?? Okay fine maybe we've got corrupted governments who probably made this country more broke than ever in history but other than that it's all good! 


Malay people? Some of them are amazing! Okay so you're telling me some of them are extremists and racists? Well guess what, some of us chinese are as well!! Like seriously, check yourself in the mirror before blaming others for what they've done because obviously we've done it as well. BM is a stupid language? Well guess what, you'll realise how useful it is when you're trying to yell at some rude chinaman without him having a single idea what you're talking about. it DEFINITELY comes in handy sometimes. 


There's still so much of Malaysia to talk about! Amazing food we can get, not just in sibu but in Kl melaka and PENANG!! then there's the annual mega sales, not as good as the one in singapore but hey I'm not complaining! We're also the country that gave birth to the world's best airline, world's tallest twin tower and the world's best airport! Vacations in malaysia can be awesome as well. Breathtaking sunset scenery, stunning views of the crocker range and the evergreen tropical forests! Hahahah these are just some of the things i loooove about Malaysia.


So hey I seriously get pissed off whenever people starts bad mouthing about Malaysia to the point where Malaysia seems as bad as some inhabitable third world country or worse. I mean seriously people, if it was that bad you'll be dead by now. 

fun read!

Just got these today. It's actually a novella that tells the story of Eclipse from another point of view. Haven't started reading yet but while I was browsing through it at the bookstore it looked really interesting!

Apparently I'll get addicted easily to these kinds of novels, particularly novels which are in series or sagas. Cause when I start one, I have to finish all. Whenever I buy one of it, in the end I'll buy all. Take for example, Harry Potter and Twilight! I have all of them. Never missed any of it. Some of them are collector's edition, some are just normal ones. hahhaah! 

The next few series of novels I'm aiming at would be The chronicles of narnia, percy jacksons, and the vampire diaries. Well, we'll see what happens. =)

uhh. right.

AAAAAnywayyyyy... I was listenin to beyonce's single ladies and suddenly an idea struck me!

Because before this, I've heard of English songs being covered by our local malay artist. And the songs were translated into BM..

So how would single ladies sounds like in bm?

Semua perempuan bujang, semua perempuan bujang


Sekarang angkatkan tangan anda
Di dalam kelab, baru saje putus cinta, saya buatkan kerja sebenar saya
Memutuskan untuk celup, dan sekarang anda ingin trip
Kerana satu lagi abang ternampak saya


Saya diatas dia, dia diatas saya
Jangan tumpu perhatian kepada dia
Baru sahaja menangis, selama tiga tahun
Anda tidak boleh marah dengan saya


Kerana jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Jangan marah kalau dia nakkan
Kerana jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Oh oh oh.


annnd i couldnt bear to continue.


some songs are not meant to be translated.


Imagine britney spear's Toxic.


Dengan rasa bibir anda, saya dalam perjalanan
Kau racun, saya tergelincir di bawah


Original lyrics: 
with a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin under

Eclipse - The Twilight Saga.

So today, after many many failed attempts of downloading it, I've finally managed to download Eclipse (and watch it in the same day!). 

Oooh~ So haunting. 

And all I've got to say is that eclipse is definitely better than New Moon. NM was slow, draggy. The storyline was rather boring, even though it was superbly written in the novel. 

boo~

I guess the director failed to portray the suspense and the emotions in the novel. But eclipse did manage to capture a lil bit more of that. But overall I still think that twilight was the best. NM and eclipse wasn't able to reach the same level of hype as twilight did. 

Stare into my eyes~~ I shall hypnotize you!!! @.@

Riley and his ka-kias 

Carlisle: Please don't fall off the cliff Esme. I will die of embarrassment.

It's annoying how all Bella wants is to have sex. -.-

No Jacob. You may not borrow her.

Jane: Why am I so short...

Anyway, cannot wait for breaking dawn!! =D

ATTACKED!!!!

I WAS ATTACKED!!!!

..by plants! =D Bougainvilleas to be exact. Hahaha

Well I was re-potting those babies of mine and my oh my were they thorny(not horny)!

Look at those scratches!

Looked like I was mauled by some crazy cat

Damn painful u know!!

OH NO!

I HAVE BEEN ATTACKED BY THE HALLYU!!



INSANELY OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG!

btw do you all think this song sounds almost like Lady Gaga's Telephone? Just saying tho. LOL still, addicted addicted.

hurt.

last name.
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New Year Resolution.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I TOTALLY FORGOT TO MAKE A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION LAST YEAR!

I was looking through my last year's post and I'd realised that I did not make any resolution last year! How pathetic! Failure! No goals accomplished! 

But anyway even though there were no resolution but I still think 2010 has been a fruitful year.

SO! This time I do remember to make my resolution! hahaa

2011 resolution

1) Pass my first year uni with flying colours

2) Be physically healthier, fitter, exercise more. (gonna get that washboard abs =D)

3) Learn to be thrifty

4) To be a better person, stop complaining, start appreciating. Argue less.


and just something for everyone in the coming year,
1) Better economy for the country
2) better financial stability for everyone
3) World peace, no war, 

What's your resolution? =)