thought of the day.

I used to like being in the praise and worship team at my church. Just love singing praises and leading the congregation. I dont know why but I guess I just like singing, especially christian songs, a lot! Hahaha

But then not long after I started to get criticism from some of the people, saying that I'll sing out of tune and my voice doesn't sound very nice. And that I shouldn't even consider singing on stage ever again. So that kinda brought me down a bit. Disappointed to say the least.

But then again, now come to think of it, the reason I was being a vocalist on stage in the first place was to praise God, was to worship Him. And I know for sure that no matter if I sound like Kris Allen or a wailing banshee, He'll still love it. He'll still enjoy it. He'll take it as it is. He'll still think it's great.

And if the Creator of the universe, the King of all kings and the Lord of all lords thinks it's great, who are they to criticize? =)

Just a thought. thinkaboutit.

yello!

Haha finally I've got some free time to actually sit down and type a decent post! Allow me to summarize what I've did these past many weeks!

1) Celebrated my first ever teacher's day! As a teacher!

I actually got gifts from my students! How touching!! =D 

p/s: The school gave all the teachers a bunch of red pens as a token of appreciation. Obviously they want us teachers to work even harder by marking more test papers with those pens. 

2) Went to a christian camp called Freedom in Christ. Absolutely amazing camp. Best 3 days ever. 

someone was obviously fooling around XD

3) Had the opportunity to do an attachment at a hospital as a student. 

Thank God I was under two amazing doctors. 

One was Dr. Zamzuri, a malay doctor who can speak chinese, english and malay. And trust me, first glance at him and you would not even be able to guess that he is a doctor. Probably the most cheerful doctor I'd ever met! Once he was jumping while laughing in the OT. Yes. He did. 

The other was Dr John Tang. Louis' dad! hahaha he's a great guy as well. A very wise and smart doctor. Was not selfish with his knowledge and was willing to teach and give me advice even if he had a line waiting for him outside his clinic. But once I was sitting in his clinic and he was explaining stuffs to his patients when all of a sudden he shot a few questions at me and my mind went blank immediately. Thank God for quick impulses.

who knows if I'll ever have the opportunity of wearing a white coat ever again right? =D

in the sexy scrubs! but i never did actually had the chance to "scrub" my hands tho. always walked into the OT with my dirty hands.

Me: Hey doc what is this? *poke poke*

Doc: that is the appendix. btw did you wash your hands?

Me: ...is that important?

The small room in which I seek refuge whenever the patients decides to slaughter me because of some unexplainable reasons there are nothing else to do. =)

Overall it was a really great experience, even though some days may get kinda exhausting. But I still love the job! =D

Anyhoo that's all for now. Will update again soon!

be right back!

Okay sorry but been really really busy these past few days.
Been doing attachments at a hospital and I'm very worn out these few days.
Went to a Christian camp last week. All I can say is that God is really amazing.

Well I will update on the details when I am free. Probably next week. In the meantime, a few videos for you to reflect on!




God will never leave nor forsake us. =')

Have a good week everyone.

=D classic.

I adore the little italian mouse.

"..tu sei Tom cat? tu sei Jerry mouse? Tom and Jerry? hahahah funny cartoons!" cuteness!

they just dont make them like this anymore.

I remember I used to love watching these two when I was young, and now I still do! hahaha =D
Definitely a classic. Kudos to Fred Quimby.

WOW

seriously. WOW.


It's so MINDBLOWING! AMAZING! SPEECHLESS! SERIOUSLY.

I cannot believe they were tossing those people like loo rolls! O.O seriously incredible.

Please vote for them. They HAVE to win.

haa =D

I want A&F's shirts please. Why must the nearest store still have to be so far away! =(

And I hate boring saturday nights. I can't wait to meet up with my friends in KL and we can go to those fancy places and have drinks. Or maybe we can go party!!

..what am i saying. bah i think i've turned into a party animal. bad. very bad.

which reminds me.


I am addicted to this song. The beat is so catchy. =D

anyway.

A&F! or Hollister! please consider opening a store closer to where i am please. preferably KL! kthanks! =D

Lord I'm amazed..

..by You. <3

people..

...I would like you to meet my new toy =D

Seiko Criteria Limited Edition. Only 1500 pairs in this world. And I have one of them. =DDDD

probably the most expensive accessory i've bought to date, but i think it's worth every dime.

=\

bahhhhhhhhhhhhh cant believe i spent my friday night at home!! watching re-runs!

but come to think of it, if you're staying where i am now you wouldnt have anywhere else to go as well at night. bah. i miss big cities and their nightlife.

but even that, having drinks and hanging out isnt too difficult right? =\

Lea, please come back to sibu soon. I really really miss having you around. Miss hanging around at your house laughing till our tummy hurts, miss having McD, miss having teas.

and i feel like, sometimes my friends here take me for granted, treating me like their chauffeur. and the only reason they'll invite me to stuffs is only cause i can drive them there. or that's just my thought. =( shrugs.

and some of them are seriously cheapskate. cheap as hell like seriously, omg.

I AM BACK.

hello everyone! yes i am back from the almost-one-month hiatus! yay! LOL

err. nevermind about that.
anyway, it has been a very long and tiring month. so much to do that i'd abandoned my blog.

so been working for 2 months now. got my paycheck few days ago(BIGBIGGRIN) but nevermind about that. i've got to say, these past 2 months have been pretty eventful. a very interesting experience indeed. I've come to realize that being a teacher is actually a very difficult job, not as easy as everyone think it is. but seldom any of the students appreciate the hard work those teachers put into. it makes me feel kinda sorry for those teacher who puts in so much effort for the students but they just dont give a damn. hmm.. *shrugs* as a teacher, we cant do much except to wish them well.
anyway, been teaching amaths and this is very very ironic since i really really dislike maths. But now i'm kinda liking that subject more and more hahaha =D

took my isat and ielts for my monash university application last month. isat was okay i guess but flunked my ielts writing paper. which means i have to retest the entire exam, again. =( what luck.

...which reminds me,

I've decided to focus entirely on my Monash University application and not depend on my government universities anymore. Even though my application from Monash has not been confirmed and quite a number of people thinks that my choice is very risky, I've decided to rely on my ability and of course, submit everything to God. This is what i call having faith.

Am holding on to that faith. =)

so nothing much exciting besides all that. Life is pretty much all work now, except that my work life is very very interesting. You have no idea what to expect everyday. sometimes it can be utterly boring and sometimes it can be so hectic you have to work overtime. But most of my friends are resigning this month since they'll be off to their respective uni soon. I think I'm the only one who decides to continue throughout the next semester. =D this is gonna be interesting.

another question i get very often is, "hey, still single?" and yes, i am still single. People asks me why. I guess I dont think i am ready(dont laugh! i know i am old!). It's just that, i dislike being in love. It gets you all tangled up, in a good and a bad way. It makes you wanna laugh and cry at the same time. and if i myself am not even ready, i dont think i should commit myself in such serious relationship. I dont wanna get anyone hurt. so, uhm, yay to
being single? hahaha until i am really sure i am ready, i'll stay single.

and i've learned that I really should care less about what other people think of me. Before this, every little criticism or comment that people have for me, I would take it so personally that it reaches the extent of trying to change myself in order to please others. Been trying to do so much of that for the past many many years to the point where i dont even know who am I anymore. But now i've learned that I cannot satisfy everyone. I am who I am and if they are my real friends, they'll accept me just as I am. Of course, some bad habits and attitudes can be changed but other than that, trying to change your entire self for someone else isnt worth it. You'll only end up hurting yourself and that other person still will not appreciate you. So what if i'm boring, or uninteresting, or way too chatty. =)

till then. ta.

=D

The first time I heard this song, I loved it.

and now, after many years, I still love it.



such an awesome song. =)

Majesty - Michael W. Smith

a really powerful song. :')

Your grace has found me just as I am,

empty handed but alive in Your hands.

"I have called you by name - you are mine"

few bible verses.

I wanna share a few few bible verses which I find really meaningful. These are the ones which really struck me to the core.


 ¹ Israel, the Lord who created you says, Do not be afraid - I will save you. I have called you by name -you are mine. ² When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you; your troubles will not overwhelm you. When you pass through fire, you will not be burned; the hard trials that come will not hurt you. [Isaiah 43]


¹³I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. [Philipians 4]


²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. [Matthew 11]


more to come! =D

wow.

This kid is so good with his guitar like seriously, i feel so insignificant just listening to him playing.

..

been an eventful month. too much had happened.


i dont even know why am i trying so hard sometimes. what is the point?


if only i can acquire the "i couldnt care less" attitude.



or maybe this is just another training ground from God, to prepare me for med school perhaps.

another one.

No good news from MPM..

punched a hole right through my heart.. am i asking for too much God?

I dont understand why.

schedule oh schedule.

I have to be the MC for the debate competition next week.

I have to sit for my ISAT test on the 30th of April

I have to sit for my IELTS test on the 8th of May.

I still have many little things to do throughout the period.


I hope nothing will go wrong! =X

awesome song!

so uplifting! best song to start off every morning!


Tim Hughes - Happy Day

cant stop listening to it!!

new moon.

Just watched new moon. Uhm, it's kinda alright i guess. some parts are exciting but the rest are just long, draggy and slow.

hope Eclipse will be much much better than twilight and new moon. because a different director will be directing that movie.

but then i realised k-stew can't really act well. or robert pattinson. hahahaha 

in the end? the book is bajillion times better than the movie.

a few movies that i wanna watch this year =D

1) how to train your dragon

2) Iron Man 2

3) Shrek 4

4) The twilight saga: eclipse

5) Despicable Me

6) The last airbender

7) Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince I