yuck

why do u have to be so vain that u have to take pictures of yourself from every freakin angle and post it everywhere. disgusting la can. sakai betul.

wanna read ur blog also have to prepare barf bags. so troublesome.


the above is in no way directed to anyone. it's for you if you think you are vain and does everything as mentioned above.


wait, im suppose to be studying chem. LOL

i feel like a chemist. a failed chemist. a chemist wannabe

OC

okay OC quiz tomorrow. so not ready


anyone knows why HCOOH is a stronger acid than benzoic acid? ANYONE?


darn why must you do this to me chem.

mr bailey does it again

Burberry Fall 2009.
some of my fav pieces.

the velvet suit


the suit


the coat


the coat


the suit


the trench coat


the coat.

genius.

p/s: i actually do not know what to post about so i've finally decided to post this instead XD

what happened the last 7 days

of utter mayhem.

example: u're a fat guy and was forced to run for 100km.

that was how i felt last week.

well i think it was basically because of school. before u could digest and understand the maths lesson u're forced to gobble down all the chemistry facts. and to think that was tiring enough wait till u have to memorize all the bio fact right after. sigh confusing? it's okay. skip this NEXT.

err. sibu. what can you do.

that sums up everything i did last week XDXDXD


oh and sales. why am i not in the US now. oh my gawd ralph lauren polos for $39.99.


and p/s: the greatest lesson of this week. i read this in someone's blog and i think it's very very true. It doesnt matter how anyone thinks of you. What matters is how God thinks of you.
and i think this can surely cheer someone up today.

so, are you happy? i am :)


I come to You in pieces
so You can make me whole

how does it feel

when you're on the edge of falling but someone comes along and push you.

when someone steps over the line but instead of retaliating u're forced to back up.

when you're going to break and someone comes along with a hammer and knock you into pieces.

i cannot stand it anymore.

-----update-----

felt all better after talking to a friend.
it's nice to know that someone cares.
whenever you fall someone is there to help you.
thank you
xoxo

=))

i should really get creative on my titles.

anyway. i saw this somewhere

"nasi ayam...with rice!"

err. okk.


sooooo i've finally decided to sit down and type a proper post. after a very long time. i think. ahahhaah. i guess life has been fair lately. except from occasional meltdowns due to exhaustions from 9 periods of Chemistry (or more i cannot remember) a week with addition of Maths and Biology. yea school has been pretty dreadful lately. but i've gotta be grateful for what i have. saving that RM20,000 school fee for a college foundation year and be with my family, yea i think i'm pretty lucky. my school fee is only RM55 for a year (HEHEHEHEHEHEHsnort *snickers*). and i get to save tons of money back here. hahahaha yea so no complain. no complain please.

anyway this rest of the post is dedicated to M.
sure life can be tough sometimes. there definitely will be obstacles. but do not whine and sulk for that will waste more time. just take that chance. be not afraid to face challenges. be brave and confident. life will be better. the sun will shine after the rain. the rainbow will appear and the day will be bright again.

never be afraid to do anything because if you do, you might never get that chance again.

and the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live.

which leads me to the biggest regret of my life.

i skip the chance to perform in an orchestra during agong's bday in april. stupid right.
omg that was like, airticket and hotel FREE. KL SUMORE. @#@*&$#&(*&#$(*&#*&
now i really feel stupid.

so lesson for you all.
never, NEVER be afraid to do anything.

Its the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance

and i've decided not to let anyone who annoys me affect my emotions. because being piss and frustrated because of those ppl are just so not worth it.
its the new year. time to focus on the new, unencumbered future.

And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong

err..update?

school is energy draining
cny is approaching
life is uhm..alright


i should be typing a longer post.

anyway
xoxo





diligent terrr: well u sure do miss them. but do they miss you as well?
lazy terrr: ...

=DD

this has got to be the best sneaker i've ever seen.



oh my gawsh *droool*

le exhaustion

its only the 9th day of the year but i feel like i've already done workloads that was as much as the whole of last year.

i am exhausted
i am tired
i need rest. immediately




but there is some stupid cleaning tomorrow and as much as i wish not to go there is extra classes after that (all thanks to some stupid-superkiasu-nerdass who wants to revise Physical Chem so very badly. yes i am insulting you. deal with it.)


seriously who has extra classes so early in the year =((((((((


p/s bear with all my whining and complaints please im trying very hard not to already. this is just so not me

Trying hard to press on
But the motivation's gone

people who i miss right now. alot.

lea lau - my ultimate gossip partner. the one who i will not be seeing for another year to come. the best-est of all.

adam - the little bro. nuff said.

norman - the one who always accompany me in doing anything. yumcha, buy books, anything. the one who also has all the patience to listen to me ramble.

melissa - Ms. cold jokes. miss all of it. miss laughing my ass off while talking with her.

grace - miss the times in high school esp with huong teen. the talkative trios. =D

yes i miss them all.

=)

i would so totally waste my energy and time dissing u right here but i've decided to do the better


well before this i thought it was us. maybe there was something wrong with us. but no. it was never us. it was you.

u're the lousy one

cheers!

p/s oh i kept forgetting to post my miri and brunei's trip photo. dont really have any time anyway.

edited: resolution

edited: 2009 resolution list.

lets see if i had succeeded in achieving any of my last year's resolution

1) Muse's concert (failed)

2) Trenchcoat (failed..)

3) shop less (uhh pass i think =D)

4) save money (uhh failed..)

5) cd (...)

6) lower 6 (FAILED)

7) reduce on designer goods (failed sumore)

8) better person (this i dont know.)

9) less insults (...failed)

10) go to church more often (failed)

11) grow up (this i dont know as well)

12) less McD (this is definitely a pass)

this is so embarassing



anyway for my this year's resolution..

1) be a better person
2) whine less
3) insult less
4) money spent less
5) be more punctual
6) go to church more often
7) be a happier person overall/learn to appreciate
8) study very very hard for U6/get better results than last year
9) do my school homework this year
10) exercise more
11) go to KL after stpm.

what's yours?
cheers everyone and have a blessed 2009

xoxo

p/s i so freakin miss my oversea friends right now.

and this is why i am not looking forward to tomorrow

i repeat. NOT.

1) be constantly reminded of stpm. =(
2) extra classes. already getting one this week. =((
3) pressures from all the smart-asses in my class.

and the list keeps going on and on and on






and cause the sun will shine when the gray clouds disappear.
it's only one year. just hold on.

Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling

Red - Pieces

Red is a christian rock band fyi. this song is amazing

photos

from my trip to kuching!
not much but anyway...


norman's german shepherd dog


the tamest german shepherd i've ever seen. cutest as well


and i went to the beach! on a cloudy day!
well the rain just stopped so yea it was windy


it was hazardous(as seen by the flag) to go down the beach but we went anyway


see the scenery? i swear it was breathtaking. the cloud the mountain the wind.


it was extremely windy


and somemore scenery shots..


and sunset!


ohh it was amazing


wish u were here!