=))

i should really get creative on my titles.

anyway. i saw this somewhere

"nasi ayam...with rice!"

err. okk.


sooooo i've finally decided to sit down and type a proper post. after a very long time. i think. ahahhaah. i guess life has been fair lately. except from occasional meltdowns due to exhaustions from 9 periods of Chemistry (or more i cannot remember) a week with addition of Maths and Biology. yea school has been pretty dreadful lately. but i've gotta be grateful for what i have. saving that RM20,000 school fee for a college foundation year and be with my family, yea i think i'm pretty lucky. my school fee is only RM55 for a year (HEHEHEHEHEHEHsnort *snickers*). and i get to save tons of money back here. hahahaha yea so no complain. no complain please.

anyway this rest of the post is dedicated to M.
sure life can be tough sometimes. there definitely will be obstacles. but do not whine and sulk for that will waste more time. just take that chance. be not afraid to face challenges. be brave and confident. life will be better. the sun will shine after the rain. the rainbow will appear and the day will be bright again.

never be afraid to do anything because if you do, you might never get that chance again.

and the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live.

which leads me to the biggest regret of my life.

i skip the chance to perform in an orchestra during agong's bday in april. stupid right.
omg that was like, airticket and hotel FREE. KL SUMORE. @#@*&$#&(*&#$(*&#*&
now i really feel stupid.

so lesson for you all.
never, NEVER be afraid to do anything.

Its the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance

and i've decided not to let anyone who annoys me affect my emotions. because being piss and frustrated because of those ppl are just so not worth it.
its the new year. time to focus on the new, unencumbered future.

And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong