Tiredness is an everyday word.
Everyday seems like a drag. There's no more passion in what you do.
Emptiness is what you feel everyday.
You're so depressed you're scared you might get neurosis or psychosis.
Cause not many people actually understands.
You feel under appreciated.
You've failed so often that you're immuned to it.
Being compared is also not an option. You'll just have to brace yourself for the criticism in the comparison.
Dissapointment is felt so frequently that you think you're the worst person on earth.
You often wonder why is that some people's life is so easy that they are sailing through it whereas you feel like you're in a battle.
I need encouragements. That extra motivation. That extra 'push'.
stop it already. this depression is eating me alive.
1 comment:
I wanted to write a story about your very situation!!! *laughs* Perhaps publish a book/make a movie about malaysian chinese students so it could raise awareness..... feed me info ya?
Oh, and WE'RE ALL THE SAME MAN!!!! I'm sick today, but have chem exam tml and english major essay that's due tml.....>< we're all in the same boat... but oh well, it's ending~ hold on mate, i'm with yeh!
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