people..

...I would like you to meet my new toy =D

Seiko Criteria Limited Edition. Only 1500 pairs in this world. And I have one of them. =DDDD

probably the most expensive accessory i've bought to date, but i think it's worth every dime.

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bahhhhhhhhhhhhh cant believe i spent my friday night at home!! watching re-runs!

but come to think of it, if you're staying where i am now you wouldnt have anywhere else to go as well at night. bah. i miss big cities and their nightlife.

but even that, having drinks and hanging out isnt too difficult right? =\

Lea, please come back to sibu soon. I really really miss having you around. Miss hanging around at your house laughing till our tummy hurts, miss having McD, miss having teas.

and i feel like, sometimes my friends here take me for granted, treating me like their chauffeur. and the only reason they'll invite me to stuffs is only cause i can drive them there. or that's just my thought. =( shrugs.

and some of them are seriously cheapskate. cheap as hell like seriously, omg.

I AM BACK.

hello everyone! yes i am back from the almost-one-month hiatus! yay! LOL

err. nevermind about that.
anyway, it has been a very long and tiring month. so much to do that i'd abandoned my blog.

so been working for 2 months now. got my paycheck few days ago(BIGBIGGRIN) but nevermind about that. i've got to say, these past 2 months have been pretty eventful. a very interesting experience indeed. I've come to realize that being a teacher is actually a very difficult job, not as easy as everyone think it is. but seldom any of the students appreciate the hard work those teachers put into. it makes me feel kinda sorry for those teacher who puts in so much effort for the students but they just dont give a damn. hmm.. *shrugs* as a teacher, we cant do much except to wish them well.
anyway, been teaching amaths and this is very very ironic since i really really dislike maths. But now i'm kinda liking that subject more and more hahaha =D

took my isat and ielts for my monash university application last month. isat was okay i guess but flunked my ielts writing paper. which means i have to retest the entire exam, again. =( what luck.

...which reminds me,

I've decided to focus entirely on my Monash University application and not depend on my government universities anymore. Even though my application from Monash has not been confirmed and quite a number of people thinks that my choice is very risky, I've decided to rely on my ability and of course, submit everything to God. This is what i call having faith.

Am holding on to that faith. =)

so nothing much exciting besides all that. Life is pretty much all work now, except that my work life is very very interesting. You have no idea what to expect everyday. sometimes it can be utterly boring and sometimes it can be so hectic you have to work overtime. But most of my friends are resigning this month since they'll be off to their respective uni soon. I think I'm the only one who decides to continue throughout the next semester. =D this is gonna be interesting.

another question i get very often is, "hey, still single?" and yes, i am still single. People asks me why. I guess I dont think i am ready(dont laugh! i know i am old!). It's just that, i dislike being in love. It gets you all tangled up, in a good and a bad way. It makes you wanna laugh and cry at the same time. and if i myself am not even ready, i dont think i should commit myself in such serious relationship. I dont wanna get anyone hurt. so, uhm, yay to
being single? hahaha until i am really sure i am ready, i'll stay single.

and i've learned that I really should care less about what other people think of me. Before this, every little criticism or comment that people have for me, I would take it so personally that it reaches the extent of trying to change myself in order to please others. Been trying to do so much of that for the past many many years to the point where i dont even know who am I anymore. But now i've learned that I cannot satisfy everyone. I am who I am and if they are my real friends, they'll accept me just as I am. Of course, some bad habits and attitudes can be changed but other than that, trying to change your entire self for someone else isnt worth it. You'll only end up hurting yourself and that other person still will not appreciate you. So what if i'm boring, or uninteresting, or way too chatty. =)

till then. ta.

=D

The first time I heard this song, I loved it.

and now, after many years, I still love it.



such an awesome song. =)

Majesty - Michael W. Smith

a really powerful song. :')

Your grace has found me just as I am,

empty handed but alive in Your hands.

"I have called you by name - you are mine"

few bible verses.

I wanna share a few few bible verses which I find really meaningful. These are the ones which really struck me to the core.


 ¹ Israel, the Lord who created you says, Do not be afraid - I will save you. I have called you by name -you are mine. ² When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you; your troubles will not overwhelm you. When you pass through fire, you will not be burned; the hard trials that come will not hurt you. [Isaiah 43]


¹³I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. [Philipians 4]


²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. [Matthew 11]


more to come! =D

wow.

This kid is so good with his guitar like seriously, i feel so insignificant just listening to him playing.

..

been an eventful month. too much had happened.


i dont even know why am i trying so hard sometimes. what is the point?


if only i can acquire the "i couldnt care less" attitude.



or maybe this is just another training ground from God, to prepare me for med school perhaps.

another one.

No good news from MPM..

punched a hole right through my heart.. am i asking for too much God?

I dont understand why.

schedule oh schedule.

I have to be the MC for the debate competition next week.

I have to sit for my ISAT test on the 30th of April

I have to sit for my IELTS test on the 8th of May.

I still have many little things to do throughout the period.


I hope nothing will go wrong! =X

awesome song!

so uplifting! best song to start off every morning!


Tim Hughes - Happy Day

cant stop listening to it!!

new moon.

Just watched new moon. Uhm, it's kinda alright i guess. some parts are exciting but the rest are just long, draggy and slow.

hope Eclipse will be much much better than twilight and new moon. because a different director will be directing that movie.

but then i realised k-stew can't really act well. or robert pattinson. hahahaha 

in the end? the book is bajillion times better than the movie.

a few movies that i wanna watch this year =D

1) how to train your dragon

2) Iron Man 2

3) Shrek 4

4) The twilight saga: eclipse

5) Despicable Me

6) The last airbender

7) Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince I

choices.

Started work yesterday! And all the walking and standing is not doing any good for my legs. So soreee. =(

Anyway, I'm left with 2 choices for my uni right now actually. Both has it's own pros and cons.

Choice 1: Government University
I'll get to start my uni very soon, which is around july. I think I will definitely be offered a place in one of the universities I've chosen. But then i'll be doing MD instead of MBBS, which is bad. And I'll have to stay in the universities' hostels. DX

Choice 2: Monash's University
I get to stay in my own desired place. I'll be taking MBBS. Fees are all covered by JPA, so it's free of charge. But the problem is that it starts next year. And i am not sure if I will definitely be taken in as a student or not. I dont wanna waste a year waiting for the uni and in the end my application is rejected. =(

Both uni's fees are all covered by JPA. but then both requires me to be bonded to the gov for 10 years. so obviously monash's fee seems like a better trade since it's more expensive right? =D

So? How? =(

galileo galileo galileo figarooooo

well sung by the ten tenors! love the mamma mia part. so creative.

fleur du mal

...

Why is it that people keep telling me I should not be a doctor?

Is it because you seriously think I will not be able to make it through medical school?

Why must you all discourage me so.





i dont know what to do.

L!!!

Been watching Glee these few weeks.

and I am not ashamed to admit that I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE with that series. absolutely head over heels for it.

lea michele's (a.k.a rachel berry) voice blows me away. it's amazing.

makes me wanna jump up on a stage and sing a few numbers as well.



one of the song from their pilot episode.

it has arrived!

FINALLY! THE PACKAGE THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR!

hard-covered! =DDDD happiness

=D

Anyhoo.

Been doing plenty of university application these few days and I've got to say, it's a lot of hard work!

Those who leave all the application thing to those education service centres, I envy you all! =D

Now I'm just planning on trying to apply for a good local university. Or scholarships from IMU. But well, if I fail in getting any of these 2, I think I might have to wait for another year to enter Monash's School of Medicine. Why do they have to start school so early. =(

And I still find it very surreal that I actually appeared on the local newspaper. Hahaha never in my life would I imagine myself on a newspaper. And our school took the trouble to actually paste all of the newspaper articles on the notice board. =X I swear i could have died of embarrassment.

But anyway, it has been an interesting experience haha. everything is well now. it's all good.