Wednesday, April 29, 2009

pray it wont fade away

Chemistry quiz today. Didn't do very well. Something had been bothering me since yesterday. 


well have not found any exciting things or inspiration to blog about this few days. Will do when I do find something.

I miss my friends. 
Most of my besties are far far away.

I miss their supports, their encouragement, their presence, their everything. =(

Okay I shall leave you all with some things I adore right now. =D

Ferragamo's sneakers

This pair of Ferragamo's Lace-up but in black

This other sneaker as well.

and this other lace-up too. =DDD

and this EA men's tote. 
saw that Chuck has one and it looked good.

and this Burberry waist length double breasted trench. 
will come in handy in the future. not now but soon. XD

Sunday, April 26, 2009

and another Sunday.

=D this week was...random. 

fast paced. very blurry. 


this week I learned 2 things.

I should learn how to forgive people more easily. People do make mistakes. So do I. Don't judge. Forgive their mistakes.

and on resisting temptation. ahh i miss my retail therapy.

NO must save money!!

or maybe just one?

ahhhhhhh i want everything. 


p/s: i cannot get over the fact that how mature he is now! he used to be this kid who is very annoying and seldom fulfill his responsibilities and now look at him. He's like this totally new dude. talk about surprises. 


Friday, April 24, 2009

it's Friday again!


weekends. My favourite days of the week. 
and clouds are starting to appear in the sky again! Which means it'll rain again eventually! No more scorching hot weather! 


Organic Chemistry, done!(almost. just 3 more pages). Insanely fast. Finished, what, 15 or 16 chapters in 3 months(excluding holidays and weekends).

And i like how my biology teacher would imagine that every chapter in our textbook as kilometers, with a total of 25 kilometers in this journey(far!). 

Last year during this period we probably have already completed 2 kilometers.

Now, we are on the 23rd kilometer. just 2 more kilometers. 

what an accomplishment. =D

Thursday, April 23, 2009

this may be.

Probably the biggest disappointment in my 18 years of life. 

Please don't let it be it.

I dont want to return back to square 1. 

If it is. Then I should've chose Physics Class at the first place.

Or maybe art class.

So much for acheiving my dreams.

I refuse to believe it's over. 

This is so unfair.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


was quite eventful. LOLOL.  Will not elaborate.

Anyway, just a message to someone.

I thought you were a good friend. I thought you were kind.
Always cheerful and ready to help.
Until that day where you made fun of me, you insulted me.
You showed no mercy nor care. You just laughed

As much as I would like to retaliate.
I would not, just because I was taught better than that.

I shall forgive. 

Sunday, April 19, 2009

comes the end of another week

Well from now on I shall try to post every Sunday night, just to record down the lessons that I have learnt that week.

The significant events that happened throughout this week basically revolves around me learning how to stop judging people and being patient.
Stop judging people. Everyone has their weak point. Everyone makes mistakes. We are only human. It isn't right to judge and insult other people's weaknesses if you do not want your own's to be insulted.
Patience. Not an easy thing. Especially when some people can really drive you up the wall. I used to get ticked off by really just the most insignificant things. Getting better now, i think LOL. Not very sure. But what I know is that I'm trying very hard to learn how to be patient and less hot-tempered. =D

I'm only human. I'm still trying to be better. Are you? =D

Friday, April 17, 2009

just some musics.

Matt Redman - Once Again
A very awesome version. Amazing singer.

Matt Redman - Blessed Be Your Name

Thursday, April 16, 2009

what happens during chemistry revision

Imagine this: 2 different revision books, one book of teacher's notes, plenty of papers, and a small table. 

this is one messy table =(

hello again.

Well hi again apparently I'm too free that I am able to update my blog almost everyday.

Not exactly.
Studying for Chemistry quiz. Maths quiz was alright. I never liked the complication and the technicalities required. Call me lousy but I much prefer Biology and Chemistry over maths. smileyface

Anyway I still cannot get over the fact that how much my life has improved. Life just keep getting better and better. I'm actually looking forward to every single day. Call me desperately emotional but I'm living life like how I'm suppose to.

Oh and I'm thinking of adding Nuffnang's ad to my blog. Just to earn some revenue. Would definitely come in handy during uni years. NO I am not trying to get that Salvatore sneakers I've given that up long time ago. What I had learn is, "no more unrealistic demands." Period. although it would definitely be good to have it =X I'm just earning some side incomes for my days in university. Hmm what do you think? Suggestions and comments please?

till then. God bless.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


lol remembered how i said that i would not update my blog in this month? 

Guess i'd lied. HAHAHAHA 
well anyway I see no reason not to. =D

Life has been..great. Everything is going well. I would be lying if I'd said that my life is perfect but yea there will definitely be ups and downs sometime. It's just how you look and handle them.

John Bevere said this last night, "When you complain, you are actually insulting God and what He is doing. And you think you can do better than Him."


anyway I've still got integration and carbonyl group quizzes tomorrow and Friday. Replacement day on Saturday. So yea actually I'm still studying 5 days this week even though we had Easter Monday holidays (yes for the first time!) and I was absent for school yesterday because there was a biology quiz on genetics i was sick. happyface.

oh and I'm cell group-less now. hahaha cause my cell group leader decided to blablablablablablablabla. So yea I just went to Aunty M's cell group last night.
Uncle Mike and Aunty MaPing!! LOL talk about surprises!!
yea we were doing our group discussion until...
*ding dong*
S: I'll go get it


S: We've got company!

And BOOM! there they are standing right in front of me. 
Uncle Mike immediately came over and shaked hands with me. and discussion resumed.
After the discussion we decided to talk and do some catching up. The last time i saw him was around Oct 2008. So yea it's been a while. It's good to know that he's doing great. and the whole family as well esp adam. 
Might consider taking a trip to Aus before I decide to run away to Russia. =D

And now, let me leave you guys with two amazing songs from Steven Curtis Chapman. An amazing singer.

Remembering You - S.C.C.
This song was written as one of the many CCM songs to be included in the music album "Music Inspired by The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe"
The title says it all, this music was inspired by narnia.

Speechless - S.C.C.

Till then. cheers.

Monday, April 13, 2009

random photographs

see the rainbow?

very nice.

i like sunsets.


acting cute - her forte

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter

the day God conquered death. 

The Easter service was super awesome. All the unending prayers we 5 did before the service and the day before. It definitely helped.

And the skit. 
Was wishing that at least some adults will understand the skit.

I was wrong.
Wrong to wish.
and wrong to judge the adult. 

All those prayers. All those faith.
The skit definitely touch majority of the people's heart, if not everyone.

this is amazing. i've never felt more alive.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

the greatest Love that anyone could ever know.

I am speechless in Your presence now
I'm astounded as I consider how
You have shown us
A love that leaves us speechless.

I am definitely awed by how amazing God is.

He has shown me how real He is. 

I am not just a boy now. I'm a boy armed with an amazing testimony from God. He has definitely given me the most amazing experience, ever.

I stand in awe of Your grace, Your mercy, Your power
Your love.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

this is why.

I do not feel like explaining the whole thing. But if you would like to know then ask me personally.

All I can say is that, I loathe being a Malaysian. I swear. 
DON'T even say that I'm not patriotic or whatsoever. And those who are overseas DONT even bother lecturing me on being all wussed up on your hometown. I am sick. Just plain sick.

p/s to all sibu people. dont bother driving your car out after sun sets. you have no idea what may happen. even if it's at some bright places or worse, in front of your home. 

Wednesday, April 08, 2009


Lea this is for you!

Super adorable yes?

Monday, April 06, 2009

very inspired

p/s you can skip this if you want to.

I have no reasons to give up. 
I have no reasons not to continue.

I've accomplished so much. From almost failing everything to getting credits. And distinction is just a mere 10 marks away. 

Why not continue? Why not push on?

Come to think of it, to be able to accomplish so much, to be able to hold on for so long, it is really an amazing acheivement for me. I have never ever been this good in my schoolwork before. never.

Sure it can be tough sometimes, with people making fun of you for getting lousy marks.
Or how some people are "very sure of" that you are not going to make it through this or uni.
Or some people are just too selfish. 

But hey I've still got plenty of amazing friends to support me. And to think that some are actually rooting for me to ace this. 
It actually makes me happy. Very happy.
And confident!

I'm not going to give up. I am not going to leave this race unfinished. Or quit this battle. 

I have come too far to quit.

Thank you all for your amazing encouragements. It was definitely a confidence boost.

I shall complete and make it through this race until I reach the finish line. 
I will not settle for anything less.

this will be the last typing post of this month.
I shall concentrate on my study for now. 
But I might occationaly post videos. haha.
Till then, God bless. =D

Sunday, April 05, 2009

life is good.

I asked for a smartphone, but was given a big NO. literally.

but I got something else instead. 

People, say hello to my new toy. It's name is HP. 

I'll be onlining 24/7 from now on!!! KIDDING haha I've still got school stuffs to do. 

another week

more exams. that is all I can say for now.

just smile. it's only another week.

Friday, April 03, 2009

update! uppppdaaaate!

Okay so I lost my internet connection for 2 days(ugh) but no sweat, I'm back! LOL 

Life has been... the same. Haha. Well there will always be ups and downs but I think I'll be alright with that. =D

Here's another quote that I took off from another tv series.
"You don't get to skip the hard part to get to the good stuff."
so true!

and thank you all for your support. From what I've learned this week,

-I should depend more on God. Pray harder. 
-Reward has to be earned. Good things don't come easy.
-I might feel pretty lousy sometimes but that's fair cause I'll get pass this
-Whatever pain that this is causing is worth it cause in the end I'll be grateful for all this because it has all led me to what I want.

that will be all.