Sunday, May 31, 2009

today's event

Okay after about a year (or less) of being on hiatus from the praise and worship band in my church, I'd finally decided to resume my post again.

I was the backup singer for today.

I don't know why but every single time i quit I will find myself coming back to where I began, that is, the worship team.

I always get this unexplainable bliss every time I sing and lead worship.
It just feels, good. Very good.

Even though my singing is as crappy as a tone-deaf senior citizen.

But I don't really care. Because that is not why I am up on the stage for.
I'm worshipping Him.

I'm just glad today's worship session was great. Andrea did an amazing job leading, the congregation was very involved as well, and the best part is that God is awesome.

Have a blessed week.

what happened these few days

Well teachers' day was last Friday. I'm just glad all of them liked our gifts, even though it was of little value and cost.

And I went to a christian concert last night. Overall it was not what I'd expected. I thought it was something like a typical Hillsong's concert.
Who knew.

1) If only it was in pure english, and the translator would stop translating every single word that Micah said, even when he wanted no more smoke on the stage, they even translated that."
2) Plenty of screaming and loud music does not necessarily make good music, sir. No offence.
3) Screaming is annoying, especially when you are screaming directly into the microphone. My ears are still numb. Everything I hear is fuzzy and blurry right now.

I much prefer something like this,

Hillsong - Desert Song

This is <3.
I love this song.
These two singers have absolutely amazing voices.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

cause it really just bores me!

Gosh the wait for this year's mid term break was awful!
Tedious, tardy and long.
And painful as well.
But I'm just glad it's all over!

Seriously one more week of schooling and I've could've gone bonkers.

Wait. What was that? Exams right after the holidays? Another 6 chapters of Biology!
Golly when will this ever end!

But the good news is, all the hard work that I'd put into my exams this time, seems to be quite good for now!
Well don't really know about my maths paper cause it has always sucked. But I'd just gotten my chemistry papers this morning (and I am not showing off, not even trying to) and guess what? Finally! An A-! After 3 dreadful terms of exam since last year have I finally gotten an A for my chemistry.

It definitely felt good.

and random ramblings starts here!

And I have no idea what is all the hype about with my bro & sis about football. What was yesterday's match so exciting about? What was it again? Was it world cup already? Sorry no offense to anyone really I respect that game as much as how I respect you all but really I do not understand that game at all!

I did try watching it once. Started yawning after the first 5 minutes. Was sleeping by 10.

Sorry if anyone is offended but please don't take it personally. If only that game was more exciting!

Like badminton! Or keirin!
Or modern pentathlon!
Or handball! they are related arent they? One is for your feet and another for your hand. There's always some similarities!

It's kinda like my view on golfs. I fell asleep once on the bench while at a game of golf. Not miniature golf mind you.

yeah, anything besides golf and football, cause it really just bores me!

p/s everyone seriously has to start using twitter. facebook is starting to get really really old and it's the 21st century mind you.

what i will be having today

Pure Mathematics - Paper 1.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

the a-ha moment

it must be bad when a vampire tells you that you suck more than he does.

ok laugh. i say laugh.

You don't understand? Well you know vampire always sucks blood and he sucks alotandokaythisisgettinglamewhateverskip.

Anyway, holidays could not come sooner.
I was getting bummed out!
Seriously knackered from all the exams.

Okay here's the deal
1) Finish typing my biology ecological report which was due 5 months ago by this Sunday.
2) Finish collecting 25 species of plants by the end of this holiday. which was also due 5 months ago. LOL

Have an awesome holidays everyone. And when is summer holidays again? oh well, an awesome summer holidays wheneverthatis.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

top of the morning to ya!

Why oh why do they need 3 theories on acids and bases???

Monday, May 25, 2009

and guess what i've found!

Quote from Wikipedia

The Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM, English: Malaysian Higher School Certificate) is a pre-university examination taken by students in Malaysia. It was formerly known as the Higher School Certificate (HSC). The HSC was the precursor to the GCE A levels in the UK, and is still the name of the pre-university examination in some states in Australia.It is known to be one of the toughest exams to get a passing grade due to is wide syllabus.

Wait! Let us emphasize on the last line!

It is known to be one of the toughest exams to get a passing grade due to is wide syllabus.

Does australian year 12 take private students for their finals? Cause seriously cannot continue this anymore.

Sunday, May 24, 2009


it's that time of the semester again!

the red one is alright. the orange one is hell. 


3 consecutive nights of pure solid nightmares. this is getting scarier. I'll be waking up more exhausted than when i went off to bed.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

the good thing

the good thing about waking up at 4 am to study is that

1) You have all the peace and quiet you need to study.

2) You get to memorize everything and it'll still be fresh in your memory after a few hours.

and the best part?

3) You get to witness the sunrise.

i cannot think of a better way to start your day than a breathtaking view of the scenery.
i loove my life.

maths paper 2 in 2 hours. =D

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Quote of the day.

i shall call this segment QOTD from now on.

"In life there will be ups and downs, and sometimes sideways. And sometimes you might fall into a deep valley. But it's okay because all this will make you stronger. and in the end all of this will worth it's stake because it has brought you to your dreams. and nothing is better than acheiving your dreams. so persevere."

and when..

when you have trouble communicating in english proficiently, you will have trouble tutoring your student.

i suck in tutoring. not even trying to sympatize myself but really, i found myself dumbstrucked when i was trying to explain the factors affecting the product of electrolysis. had to resolve to mandarin instead. 

All thanks to my lousy english. Can't even speak fluently. 

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

and the scope for this mid term exam

Lower 6 - 6 chapters
Upper 6 - 12 chapters

Lower 6 - 11 chapters
Upper 6 - Organic Chem = ALL! (that would be 15 chapters fyi)

Pure Maths - 6 chapters
Maths T - 6 chapters

oh why are there 2 different types of mathematics you ask? so there will be twice the fun! twice the excitement! twice the pain. twice the blood sweat and tears. twice the agony

and that is how we do it. 

Monday, May 18, 2009

and this is just another sad story

Aimlessly browsing through, I noticed upon you. 

You were perfect. 

The craftmanship, the details, the design. It all fitted perfectly onto you.

You were one of the best of your kind. None can be compared to you. All those which I had also laid my eyes upon, meant nothing after I saw you.

I immediately fell in love with you.

I knew I wanted you

I knew I must own you.

Until I saw your price.

$800 *passed out due to myocardial infarction*

At least you were cheaper than your counterparts which costed $1200. Even worse.

I guess all I can do is just get a pair of Salvatore's sneaker first. Sorry but $800 is just too much. I would have to sell off my wallet, shoe and everything just to own that =(

p/s: I got sick of studying so I did this. Ignore the corny-ness kthks.

Sunday, May 17, 2009


Has everyone gotten your free copy of Coldplay's latest live album LeftRightLeftRightLeft

get it right at the link above.
or try the link below if the above link is congested

Did I mention it's FREE. right i bet y'all knew that already. GET IT it's good.

it's like zero gravity.

This is worse than my worst case scenario. *sulks*

Anyway, exam week approaching!

Sulk some more?


I should stop sulking.

btw. life is good. life is goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.

retail therapy.
but 7 more months it's a bit far -_-


Okay does it not annoy you when some people tends to always compares. Every single thing.
1) Never EVER compare Form 5 with Form 6 okay. It's not the same. Don't even think it is. "Ya right as if it is difficult just work a bit harder and study a bit harder la. I don't think there is much difference between SPM and STPM." Yeah right I'll like to see you try that.
2) Don't even compare A-level with Form 6 okay because there is nothing to compare about. A level is NOTHING. YES NOTHING compared to Form 6. IT's not even the same. Equally difficult? Not even close. I'm gonna just be blatant and say it out, A levels are for wimps, sissies taking the easy way out.(No offense to anyone else. Really.)

Not convinced? I've got 11 other classmates going through the same thing as well. Go ask them.

pp/s: Good luck to all my classmates! Just 7 more months and it'll be over. =DDD

Cheers! Have a good week =D

Saturday, May 16, 2009

ahh crap

H1N1 has landed in Malaysia. Welcome.

Thanks to you, I don't know when will I be able to travel around anymore. 

Just pray to God that the virus strain does not mutate. 

and I hope it'll die because of the insanely high temperature from the scorching hot sun and also the super humid weather. 

p/s either be ignorant and think that this will subdue or be scared. be very scared.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

things I am currently addicted to.

1) Tinchy Stryder ft N-Dubz - Number One.

2) Dream Homes

This one is called the Bueth Residence. Located at the Hollywood Hills.
Brace yourself.


Seriously, who does not want a home like this?

I almost died just looking at this one. The view. The design. The everything.

Which reminds me, I am also addicted to...

3) The panoramic view of the city of Los Angeles.
This is why i love LA. well one of the reasons tho.

so awesome

okay enough i think i've made my point.

4) A chance to shop at either:-

i'll let the photos do the talking

or rodeo drive los angeles!

okay enough for today. 
life is so awesome. =D

cheers, everyone!

Monday, May 11, 2009


Through this journey there will definitely be tough times. There will be a few bumps and traps in which sometimes, it will make you fall. Sometimes you may just trip, and sometimes you may fall hard, in which you will have the urge to give up.

It's okay to fall. It's okay to fail. It's okay to face trials and tribulations. Everyone does. It's life.

And it makes it more important that when you fall, fall in these difficult times, you must find the strength to stand right back up again.

Okay so you fell. Your life turned miserable. So what? Big deal. Stand right back up and keep walking. Learn from the mistakes. Learn from the tribulations. Learn how to stay strong in times of difficulties.

Because when you learn from it, you'll be surprise at how much you will mature and grow from all your past mistakes.

Why complain? Why whine? Ya think that when you complain life is gonna get better? The problem is gonna fix itselfs? Dream on. Stop complaining. Use the energy to fix the issue.

When you fall, stand right back up again.


Sunday, May 10, 2009

How much really does a mum nag.

Just for laughs yar. =D

more news

Okay so a college student died of SARS just yesterday if I'm not mistaken. Happened in Malacca.

Scary huh.

Have you ever felt lonely, even when you're surrounded by people?
It's because even though those people will acknowledge your presence but then they would not necessarily like or want to talk to you.
Probably they don't think you have the oomph-factor? They prefer those people who have extra talent?

So crappy. Going to church seems like a drag because you have to endure, well, everything. I love the church and the worshipping and all but, well, not gonna explain. Just that I miss my ol' friends.

Them besties. =D


A form 2 couple was caught having sex in the bathroom at one of my school's nearby cybercafes. It was recorded by a dude. Posted on the internet.
Like first of all, why is that dude peeping into the next door's toilet for? 
secondly, what in the world are those two thinking? Youth nowadays. Them showing some PDAs in school is already quite disgusting and now this? Do they think this is cool? The boy has been suspended and the girl is pregnant. Smooth move. Both better get charged in juvy. 


another week

okay so here comes the end of another week. 
How time flies.

So yeah. Mid year exam coming up. Finals are also approaching. This is scary. heh.

I should change topic my blog has been flooded with everything on schoolworks lately =D

Anyway so I went to a friend's house for dinner last night. Big house mansion. Awesome people. Good food. To sum it all up? Perfect Saturday night. =D

p/s i really should get a camera. or a good phone with a camera. I think, a Blackberry =D. But would have to wait till next year. =(

Gosh I've not been abreast with all my fav tv shows ever since school started. This is bad.

Anyway cheers for another week. Hope things get more interesting through this week. =D

pp/s go get twitter y'all it's about time.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Cobra Starship's new single

Cobra Starship's Good Girls Go Bad.

and what's the surprising things? it features Leighton Meester from Gossip Girls.

It'll be out in iTunes on the 12th of May if nothing goes wrong.

The song is awesome. definitely a hot summer anthem

waddaya think? hot or not?

Friday, May 08, 2009

just ignore.

Ignore. Rebuke. Shun.

It's their decision. They can complain as much as they want to.

It's just a matter of time before they see who is better.

deep. i know.

It's hard to hold on when you don't have the strength.

God will make a way. Everything will be better. 
Do what you are suppose to do. Finish what you have started. Presevere. Hold on. Ignore them. 

It'll all be good. It will. It usually does. 

This is the moment where you need to decide whether to say "i can" or "i can't"


have not been this upset for quite a while.

just hold on now. it'll all be over.

have been having exams throughout this week. and there's more waiting for me next week. why? maybe it's because last year's results, well, weren't satisfying to the teachers.


i love LA. i really do. just looking at the photos of LA makes me swoon. belair, beverly hills, hollywood, everything. the palm trees, the nightlife, the sun, the beaches, and of course, being one of the most stunning places to shop, all of it seems so awesome and perfect. well yea I do have my sun and beaches here in M'sia, only if it wasn't this humid and the beaches were more accessible. and prettier.

would love to go there someday. 

okay enough rambles. cheers

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

slow down.

I'm basically having tests every single day from now on. Maths, Chemistry and Biology.

I need to slow down.

will post short updates on twitter if i cannot find time to blog. btw changed my twitter link address k. look at the post before this one.


Tuesday, May 05, 2009


everyone! follow me on twitter y'all. kthks!!

p/s i'd changed the link add because i thought the terrrr was kinda confusing. =D take note.


Life. Too short to be wasted. Too precious to not cherish.

So, to summarize my life, for now: A beautiful chaos.

I'll be sad later. For now I'll enjoy every second. 

But I believe when this all ends I won't be sad anymore.
Because I'll be so grateful that I'd made it through.

Cheers. Be happy. 

Monday, May 04, 2009

truly inspirational

please take some time to watch this super amazing video. it's very touching. imma be frank i bawled my eyes out just watching this on Oprah with my mum. 


Let me brief to you what will I be doing every weekdays from now on.

Monday - Biology topical tests. Every Monday. 

Everyday except Tuesday - Chemistry topical tests. 

To think that we are only halfway through the journey to the battlefield, wait scratch that. NOT even halfway through. We are still relatively far away and tribulations are already appearing. Talk about agony.

If the journey to the battlefield is already so painful, I wouldn't even dare to think about the battle itself.

How much more do we have to take just for this.

just hold on. it's just tests. no big deal.

Sunday, May 03, 2009


i think i'm addicted to the cali styles.

Casual button downs, polos, surf fleeces, crews and henleys.

Faded jeans and SoCal shorts. 


Saturday, May 02, 2009

the 2nd of May.

the day after labour day. also the 2nd day of the month of May. 3 more weeks to exam week.

oh the pressure.

but I won't fret. I have come to know that no matter how the results are, just try your best. At the very least just try.

i just hope SOMEONE will be proud of my marks =(


Adrian and Ashley. the double As. great companies. good people. amazing friends. 


oh and there's this hype in facebook where people starts to make their own "How Much Do You know [name]?" quiz. LOL finally I've decided to make one as well, just for the sake of having fun. 
I got surprising results! but no matter. those results doesn't reflect our friendship. Yeah kudos to those who got full marks (MELI!!! AWESOME!) but still, i find it funny how some people will be upset just because one of their close friend fails that meaningless quiz. Big deal. Wouldn't that be a good excuse just to spend more time together? 

Those scores doesn't really matter.
Just acknowledge me as how I would to you.
That would be perfect for me.


It's annoying how some people doesn't know their limits. Very annoying. Asks the same question over and over again even tho they have already been answered. 


Friday, May 01, 2009

happy labour's day.

it's nice to be able to finally rest and relax abit after a tired week. =)

and my tutoring class started yesterday. Giving 2 of my friends chemistry tuition. lol the money earned would definitely come in handy in future.

a few goals that I have set for myself this year:
1) No more fast foods. (eg: KFC, McDonalds)
2) No more junk foods & soft drinks
3) To eat my 5 a day
4) to switch to wholemeal or wheat-grain products
5) exercise even more 

just to be able to live healthier.