Friday, December 31, 2010


WOW seriously cannot believe how time flies! It's officially NYE people!! 

Ahh, 2010 has been a crazy crazy year. Let's see what amazing things have happened this year..

1) Started off brilliantly with the release of my STPM results. 3As! Happiest day of this year. =D

2) Got a job offer to teach in SMK Methodist. Gotta say this must've been the best experience of my entire life. Bittersweet. Miss the students, miss some of my colleagues, but I do not miss the workload. haha!!

Candid shot by my students. LOL
Me with my students!
My surprise farewell party!

3) Had the privilege to volunteer in a hospital for a week! That was a very interesting experience. 

4) Lea and adrian during summer breaks. Yeap the lots came back again! Always the happiest time. Whenever I'm bored or they are bored I'll always be at their place hanging around.

Sushi time!
No comment.

Typical tea time!
5) Then it was off to Beijing! Was definitely a great trip. Had lots of fun with my family, and meeting new people as well! 

Fun with sis!

Fun in China!

Well overall this year was definitely another great year! And I'm sure next year is gonna be even better, and I hope it's the same for everyone as well! =D


"   Please be informed that he just have to leave the situation as it is until the JPA office send us the list of JPA qualifying students."
This is why i feel so helpless right now. My ed consultant just helped me emailed a Monash representative and this was what I've got. 

I handed in my acceptance form at the beginning of the month and all I wanted was a clarification on whether they have received my acceptance form. This is because JPA asked me not to pay any of the fees first so that there will not be any double pay cases later. But then Monash insisted that in order for me to accept this offer, I must pay an initial fee equivalent to the tuition fee for a semester.

Hence, I gave my ed. consultant a call this morning, telling her of the situation. She understands, and she said she'll help me settle it immediately. So she sent them an email and this was the reply she got from them. This made me really restless. Yes I do worry alot. Now I am worried. What if things go wrong. This is like, my last and only chance of going into university. I am not going to ruin it.

I really need a miracle.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Things I Wanna Do When I'm In KL.

So I've been doing these mental checklist on what would be the things I really would like to do when I start my studies in KL. Of course, my priority would still be studying, but these are just the other things I would do during my past time/holidays.

I would like:-
a) to visit Putrajaya. I've heard it's one of the most beautiful city in the entire Malaysia.
b) to attend a performance by the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra.
c) to go and have drinks with my friends at Skybar. (For more info: Click here, and here)
d) to have a trip with my friends to Genting
e) to have a trip to Pulau Langkawi
f) to rent a BMW or a Mercedes and drive around town the entire day
g) to attempt a fine dining experience during the Malaysian International Gourmet Festival
h) to have a gym membership
i) to visit Penang (and try out all the food!)

and some things which I really wish I can do
i) to never fail any of my exams
j) to never get robbed.

Will update the list when I think of more! LOL

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

dear you,

Anyone who knows me should know that I rarely listen to songs in which, I'll have a hard time understanding the lyrics.

..and that includes mandarin songs. 

So you'll never see me listening to raps by Jay Chou(God knows what is he talking about) or some songs about "sorry" by SuperJunior. 
And I can honestly say I'd never listened to more than 5 Japanese songs before. The only Japanese song that I'd listened to the most would be Doraemon's theme song (tottemo daisuki~)

But once in a while you come across some songs, that even though you dont quite understand what are they singing, but the way they sing it shows how meaningful the song is. 

And mind you, those songs are really good. 

I don't remember if I've ever introduced this song in my blog, but oh well..

Angela Aki - Tegami
She's actually half Japanese, half Italian. Which explains why she doesn't really look like a Japanese. =D


Changi is a very bad place I tell you. A very very bad place. 

Bought these chocs and another wallet from Tumi. With all the duty free prices and such, no wonder changi brings out the shopaholicness in everyone. I almost went mad when I went into Burberry. Too bad my parents were there, or else I would've bought some stuffs(or maybe it's a good thing they were there after all XD).

And let's not get started on the liquers! 

Changi is evil i tell you. And I'm in love with that place!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

After 13 years..

I remember the first time I was on board of a plane, I was 7 years old. Sibu to Kuala Lumpur, via Malaysia Airlines. 

It was one of the most thrilling experience of my life. Since the flight was during sunset, the view across the horizon was amazing. And the view when we arrived at KL was spectacular. The lights, the skyscrapers, the night view of the city's skyline from the plane. 

Ever since then, I could not wait to travel to many more countries. 

During my trip to china, all my flights were on SQ. And I've got to say, Malaysia Airlines is still the best. 

Not that I have anything against Singapore (I ADORE changi), but then the service I get on SQ is just, not the same. I mean, it's good, no doubt. But then the cabin crews were kinda..uhm..hostile. The food was not that great, but the cocktails were amazing! LOL

Been with them since the ticketing days all the way to the ticketless eras. So, after 13 years, MAS still is my most favourite airline. Never failed me. Do you believe that even though I've flown so many times with MAS, not once were my flights ever delayed! Ha! 

And yes the meal is definitely nicer! hee!

And there's a reason why it has won more than 100 awards in the last 10 years! 

So yea, this post is mainly a tribute to malaysia airline. =) 

Airasia? hopeless. never will i ever be bothered to consider flying on airasia. a few bad experience and i'm through. =(

Sunday, December 26, 2010


I really don't know who to trust with my feelings and problems anymore.

Definitely not my family because they will judge.

Before this I'll usually have a few friends to talk to, but now that they are all in uni, I feel really awkward disrupting their activities with my problems. Some are busy with relationships, some are busy with books and studies, others are busy with their new friends. Eventually the group of friends who were always there to listen to my problems disappears. 

I find it hard to trust anyone anymore. Too many things have happened throughout my life that has taught me to never trust anyone unless they've earned it. 

Only a handful of people have access to this blog, and that's because I trust them with my thoughts and problems. I know they will not judge. I know they will not slander. 

So after a while, blog becomes my outlet to vent on whenever I have issues and problems. And yes I plan to keep it that way. 

If you find my posts boring, uneducated or just plain stupid, I suggest that you may leave. If you're willing to listen and give a comment or two, I'll thank you with my whole heart. Maybe even a hug the next time I see you XD

Friday, December 24, 2010

I am very confused right now.

You told me we're on limited budget when I suggested that I might need to buy something. Okay I accept.

But you brought us to China. Which is confusing.

But you said that's for everyone's good. Everyone came home happy..

...who said everyone was happy? Half of the time I was scolded and blamed for things I did on accident or things that I did not do on purpose. 

You still allow S to buy lots of stuff, even when he's not earning money and all the money comes from you..

..but everything I buy comes out from my own salary and pocket money. You never did gave me anymore pocket money but that I understand. You have a tight budget.

but WHAT i really don't understand is that why do you all ALWAYS side with S whenever he has an argument with me. ALL THE TIME. even when stuffs I say makes some sense and his' completely makes no sense. You all's point blank argument will go on until I am left speechless..

..does that satisfy you? Am I really that useless? Don't I mean something to anyone at all? 

Thursday, December 23, 2010

eeeeeeeeeeverybody wants to be a critic.

Well, you loved criticizing whatever I wrote,

Whatever events that have happened, you’ll always have a thing or two to say.

Whenever I get upset YOU were also the one making fun of me..


I asked you to leave me alone, I asked you to leave this blog alone if you weren’t happy with what I wrote, you said, “I have my rights to read anything I want.”


Right. Fine.


You’ve done enough. Now it’s my turn.


Now you’ll never disturb me ever again. =D

Sunday, December 19, 2010


Sorry peeps, gonna leave this blog for a moment. Stuffs happened which made me realise that it's too dangerous to talk openly here anymore. This blog has gone too public.

I'll be back when the time is right.