hahah yea considering i am ultimately free now(well not really i've got 3 projects yes 3! actually 2. the other 1 i left it for my groupmates to finish them D=), i shalt update more!
well anyway just a casual thought i've been pondering on lately. i've always had this in my mind but was too lazy to type them out. i'll usually save these thoughts until one day when i feel sentimental and decide 2 spill it out for the world to read and congest their mind with junks. haha. so much for my intro.
anyway, i know someone which basically-well i'll go straight to the point, emo. yes, he basically is emo. everyday he wishes he'd rather be somewhere else or rather be borned rich or smthing or somehow. i dont know. i know that i shouldnt be rude and just insult people which feels emo everyday(LOL) bt this had me wondering, why wouldnt people just appreciate life?
yes this is coming straight from me. me who wishes that he can have all the money in the world. he who wishes to live a life of wealth, luxury and extravagant. yes i know my request sometime are overly preposterous or just plain difficult but at the end of the day i just settle with what i've got. yea i might not have any EA to wear but i'm fine with anything i've got(but getting an EA would be awesome =X). yes i do wish i was not studying in an agonising so-called "pre-u" which is just basically my F5 life but yea i love F6(except the exam and study part). i've got the awesome-est classmate and they are scarily hilarious. i dont have 2 worry bout lunch or dinner everyday or how much money i've got in the bank. i'm happy with what i've got, really.
btw i really hate it when people tell me that the 1st impression that i give is a total rich ass spoilt brat who just wont stop talking bout LV and burberry. yes i know i do excessively talk bout them but that's just because our conversation has dried up. there's nothing else to talk about! and please dont assume okay. its damn annoying when suddenly someone just decide 2 gossip about you behind your back. IM NOT TRYING TO BE ONE OKAY DONT ASSUME LAHH STUUUUUPID.
but yes sometime people do complain. i admit i do complain sometimes but who doesnt. when your mood hits the plateau or just suddenly step on a sour note no one can blame yah right.
but anyway back 2 this person. he wishes he doesnt have to go through the agony of spm(like seriously, if you think spm is hard try stpm), he wishes he can go to the university(seriously, u dont want spm but THE U?) when obviously the u has a much more torturing environment. he thinks he can get all the freedom(well quite true) and can do anything he wants(but seriously, there's exams la u think the U is all fun? please lah.
and what's up with the "hey i'm here 2 cheer u up but 1st let me share with u my solemnity." if i was the dude who was about to be consoled by you i would surely have killed myself after you have finished sharing your story. i know you wish to help but quite frankly you suck in this helping thing. what's worse, you wished that i can help u by teaching you how 2 help but you never bother to learn. seriously. you just say you want to learn but you end up being a stubborn jackass.
complains are alright but when you go straight off the line you are definitely in for a hot soup. just appreciate with what you've got. you dont have 2 spend "3 years angpow moneys" just so you can get a LV wallet. dont be who you are not. dont try to get what's beyond your reach. you know you are spending too much when you have 2 starve yourself to death and eat bread for a whole week just so u can buy a burberry shirt.
voila. i've said it all.
now dont go assuming that i'm mad or smthing im not these are just casual thoughts from my head and fyi i am feeling very happy now.
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