anyway

Why am I up so early?

Cause I still have a solid 200pgs of biology yet to be memorized.
Whereas a WHOOPING 600pgs of Chemistry.




and on the other hand, I finally went to church yesterday, after months of hiatus. It felt great to go back again, seeing all the very welcoming faces.


and also, a shoutout to my lil bro in Australia. Happy Birthday and hope you have an awesome one.

Gawsh the fonts in those textbooks SUPER small sumore.
800pages! are you kidding me.
this is brutal

Since I got sick of memorizing all those cycles in biology(Cori cycle, ornithine cycle, etc etc), I've decided to take some time off and have a bit of fun. Plus, everyone deserve a break.

This looks fun LOL

If you can survive to more than 60%, you're pretty far up along the percentile rankings. Yeah, that's like a D-/F borderline, but hell, this isn't about getting as much as possible. It's about discovering your inner Asian self. And no, you don't need to get at least a 90%, because you parents won't be seeing the score and this won't be counted towards or against your grades. Haha send along ppl :)

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[] You watch anime
[] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 4

[x] You style your hair
[ ] You have a xanga/bebo/myspace/friendster

[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting.
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 9

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[x] You own an Asian car.
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do.
[ ] If you're a girl, you prefer white guys over asian guys, or if you're a guy you prefer asian girls
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ ] You play video games

X's so far: 13

[ ] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You have have heard of BoA, Gazette, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Jay Chou, Twins, or DBSK
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times.
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house.
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You play a musical instrument
[ ] You don't wear shoes in your house(are flip-flops considered as shoes?)
[x] You can use chopsticks well
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 15

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[ ] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You have/had a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[ ] You like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 17

[x] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have/had a tutor
[ ] You've had pockys/yan yan before. (what is that?)
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"
[x] You like to save things in case you need them later, even if you never use it
[x] You have tasted durian
[x] You hope to be employed in something practical, like medicine, law, accounting, or engineering
[ ] You have eaten dog or snake
[x] Everyone thinks you're at least a year younger than you actually are

X's so far: 24

[x] You call your adult family friends "Auntie" or "Uncle"
[ ] You have or have had a bowl cut
[ ] Your parents enjoy comparing you to their friends' kids
[ ] You eat everything with chopsticks
[ ] You hang/hung your clothes out to dry on a line attached to the window of your flat and the window across from yours
[ ] You are applying to an ivy league college
[ ] Your parents or relatives have tried setting you up with someone
[ ] You eat for breakfast what is considered food unfit for breakfast (uh..)
[ ] You scored higher on the math than you did on the verbal on the SAT
[ ] You always cheer for the Asian athlete on TV.

X's so far: 25

[ ] You love shopping at Costco because everything's cheaper when buying in bulk, even if you don't need so much
[ ] You buy rice in 50lb sacks at least
[ ] You have had to wear hand-me-downs
[ ] You get two of the same thing but one is better because it's free
[x] You fight for the bill because of face, even though you don't actually want to pay for such an expensive meal
[ ] You make things yourself because it's cheaper, even though it takes more time
[x] You own a huge butcher knife but it's actually called a "vegetable knife"
[ ] You own a lot of Tommy Hilfiger or Calvin Klein
[x] You can down cups of tea like water and not feel the caffeine effects because you're used to it
[x] You love hot pot

X's so far: 26

[x] You make your rice without butter, spices, or salts
[x] Your parents are especially loud on the phone
[ ] You always take home the leftovers from a restaurant.
[ ] You try to coerce others into taking the leftovers if you're eating with company
[x] You give fruits as gifts
[ ] You will waste extra gas to find cheaper gas/other things (that’s pretty dumb)
[ ] You are smaller in size compared to the Caucasian population
[ ] You have relatives in Canada
[ ] The number 8 is an extremely lucky and important number to you
[ ] The number 4 is an extremely unlucky number to you

X's so far: 32

[x] Every big event revolves around food
[x] You have gotten used to the smells of herbal medicines
[ ] You are stick thin and want to keep it that way
[x] You try to save money on everything you buy
[x] You eat a lot but it doesn't add much to your weight
[ ] You care a lot about staying in fashion with the rest of Asia
[ ] School is always the number one priority in your family
[ ] You care a lot about honor and saving face
[x] Your parents expect you to do everything right
[x] You mix languages up constantly while thinking and speaking

X's so far: 38

this is embarassing

Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne

I couldnt find any embeddable music video for this song so yea whatever. Anyway this song is good.

I know. I am slow in discovering songs. 

anyway

even though I am super busy right now, I just have to share this with everyone.

The International's Ending Title. Composed by the most amazing musician in this world.

Never thought a movie's soundtrack could sound this good.

I

CANNOT

STOP 

LISTENING.

THIS SONG IS SOOO GOOD.

I'm soooo tired.
My mind feels saturated
My mental capacity is greatly reduced.
My head feels raw.

quick update

Okay expect no updates from me for the coming days. It's exams time.

Just some short updates:-

1) Going to join a quiz. Will update on it if I manage to pass the preliminary rounds and get a free ride to KL. If not then let this be a vague memory.

2) Mouse dissection photos. Up on facebook again. This time my mouse had embryos in it and my friend had foetuses. I think we both need to go for confessions.

3) Jason Mraz live in KL tomorrow. CISSSS. And Sarah Brightman live in KL. This Saturday. RAHHHHHHHHHHH. (the vip seat for sarah's concert cost RM1000++. Talk about making bank)

4) Pete's new album. 13 days to go.

5) Holidays. 11 days to go. =DDD

6) The Hills ain't bad at all. I used to dislike watching it but ever since Privileged was cancelled i had to find a substitution.


:)

lesson of the week

I was basically feeling fatigued throughout the whole week, even after hours of sleeps and rests. My body felt like it was carrying twice the load as usual and well, I was tired. Simple as that.

On Friday night, I suddenly remembered this

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" Matthew 11:28

I think it is chapter 11 verse 28 if I'm not mistaken. Someone countercheck please.

and I think you all should know what happened next.

So after praying, as odd and for some, impossible as it sounds, I just suddenly felt lively again. I was not tired anymore. It felt like someone has took all the burdens off my shoulder. It's hard to explain but I hope everyone understand what I'm trying to say here.

So yea, this is my story which I'll like to share this week, especially to those who are heavy-laden, be it emotionally, physically, mentally or spiritually.

That will be all.

It just felt like I've slept for a thousand years!!
Waking up feeling greatly rejuvenated

update as of 25/2

Gawsh I'm so tired right now my brain feels raw.

Okay so exam week is like, 8 days away and I have not started on my revision yet. But in the midst of approaching exam week, we still have short tests, topical tests and random assessments. Blah.

It feels like being in Primary 1 to Form 5, all in one.

This is what i have to revise:

Chemistry - Matter, Gaseous State, Liquid and Solid States, Electronic Structure of Atom, Periodic Table, Chemical Bonding, Intermolecular Forces of Attraction, Chemistry of Carbon, Alkane, Alkene, Arenes, Haloalkanes

Biology - Reproduction, Taxonomy, Biodiversity, Immunity, Hormones, Nervous System, Homeostasis, Transports, Gaseous Exchange.


This is insane.

lesson of the day

A quote strucked me while I was watching Brothers & Sisters today.

"Whatever pain all this is causing is worth it because the moment this is over you'll be so grateful for every screw ups, every dissapointments, all the uncertains because in the end it has all led you to what you want"

Which led me to imply:

Life may have been rough these 2 years. I was not able to get a scholarship nor was i able to even go to a college and instead i was left to face F6, one of the toughest years any teens would dread to go through but this is all going to pass because in the end, I will still be getting into an university. Then I'll be grateful for every single moment that led me to that.

it's a bit deep but at least it's meaningful.

I will get through this. I swear nothing will bring me down.

random updates

No inspiration lately. So this is my update..i guess.

You Are 8% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You Are 16% Gross

You're not gross, but you tend to think everyone else is. And you're right... they are! Some people may think you're a neat freak, but at least you'll never die of flesh eating bacteria.

How Gross Are You?

photos

Facebook's Photo Album

Flickr's Photo Album

Rat dissection photos are in those links above. I didn't think posting those photos here would be very appropriate.

Imagine someone new bumps into this blog and the first thing that they see are overly-exposed rats.

Anyway instead, I've decided to post some other photos which are more subtle.


Drawing of mouse's organ


i was bored


runaway hamster


no we didnt dissect it.


Our class only countdown to 3 important events.
2010 - Graduation year
X'mas - My favourite day
1st sem's holiday - Everyone's favourite week


Too tired after all the events today: Almost got killed, then was spared, then ran away, got caught anyway, tried to escape but failed.


We thought the mouse would be interested to bring it home.

upcoming albums..

which I'll be looking forward to.

1) Muse - September 2009
I just hope they don't postpone it again.

2) Pete Doherty - 16th March 2009


Any other suggestions?

on mice and rats

I didn't manage to catch any rats this time. Whatever happened to all of them.

Anyway dissection pt.2 tomorrow

Pictures anyone? =D


Oh and I was suppose to go to Chemistry's extra classes later. Doubt I'll go. I think I'm falling for another round of fever again. Schnap.

and again, chemistry

WHY DO I HAVE CHEMISTRY'S TEST EVERY SINGLE WEEK! RAHH IT'S DRIVING ME MADDDDDD.


Oh the other hand, one of my good friend just disappointed me very much. I'm not trying to be all dramatic but sorry it's over. I've given u plenty of chance but you've let me down every single time.

It's over. 

Beyonce - Halo

I have to admit, this is the only song from her that I actually like and is actually close to somewhat addicted. 

This is her at the NAACP Image Awards yesterday. I recommend watching this in high quality.

Or if the above video has already been deleted due to copyrights claim(just like what happened to the Coldplay performance I've posted), you'll just have to listen to it instead.

okay quick update

I went to the doctor today because I wasn't feeling well and to my utmost horror(& as any patient would), the doctor asked me to go to the nearest hospital's ER a.s.a.p.

Had a X-Ray scan and ECG reading. 

I really thought I was in deep shit.

Will blog more on this later on. 

Oh and btw, Happy Valentine's Day y'all. No matter u're single or unavailable, u can always spend this day with your loved one, be it gf/bf, family members or even your close friends.

i've decided to use this as an update

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1) I love God, my family and my friends.

2) I dislike driving.

3) I prefer SUV over sedans. but my fav would be convertible

4) Cadillac SUVs. (refer to 3)

5) I can play the violin

6) I prefer tv series over movies

7) I prefer chemistry over biology

8) but I have a love-hate relationship for chemistry

9) I dislike maths

10) I tend to spend money when I feel sad

11) I dislike girls who disrespect boys/just plain rude.

12) I dislike getting into a relationship/prefer staying single

13) I dislike people who are bossy/nosy.

14) I'll like to be a doctor

15) I love the band Muse

16) Burberry as well.

17) I dislike too much questions to be asked

18) I don't really like Japanese foods.

19) I like to eat mutton, beef, scallops, mussels, clams, stuff like that.

20) I am not exactly adventurous and daring when it comes to trying new stuff(esp food).

21) I tend to sleep and wake up early

22) I do not like loud places such as nightclubs. Not exactly a party person. But chill out places such as lounge bar is alright.

23) I love Christmas over any other festive seasons.

24) I love beachside resorts. Or luxury city center hotels. 

25) When I stay in a hotel, I'll usually ask for as many soaps, shampoos and complementary teas and coffees and I'll bring them all home. XD

now you know me.

tag yourself if you want to.

Coldplay

I'd always thought their earlier songs were rubbish.
But Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends was good. Pretty awesome



This was them performing at yesterday's 51st Grammy Award. Oh and btw, thank goodness for CGM's holiday. Or else I wouldn't have been able to watch the Grammy Awards.


Life In Technicolor II. awesome song.


This is still my favourite song from the album. Viva la Vida

stuffs

Read news here

I believe this article speaks for itself. Please, please pray for them. Pray for mercy.




on the other hand, rat dissection experiment next week. and 3 weeks in total. so need to kill 3 mice.
there are 2 ways to kill it:
1) drown it in the school's pool
2) chloroform poisoning


which one to choose? vote people!

and yes it isss

Blogging is pointless.


Okay I give up. I'll only update when i have things to show or stuffs to tell or words to say.



Just like now =D




i want.