and yes it isss

Blogging is pointless.


Okay I give up. I'll only update when i have things to show or stuffs to tell or words to say.



Just like now =D




i want.

another rant

I have to be honest on this one.

Many people I know have left this small little town, and when we do get the chance to talk again many would ask this question,

"Miss me?"

Quite honestly I see no reason to miss someone, except those whom I am really close to. If not then sorry I won't. This might come off as harsh and heartless but listen, if I were to miss you all and all of a sudden one day our friendship turned sour because we have not seen each other for a while? When I try to talk to you all you give to me are "yes" and "mmhmm"? Sorry but I ain't gonna live with that attitude of yours.

I've seen enough of this already. I believe friendship will only last to those who believe and are willing to live in it.

There you go.

and there goes another hero..

Michael Phelps caught smoking pot.



and there goes another hero, down the drain.

Go Lee Chong Wei!!!!

j'adore la chimie

not.


another chemistry quiz tomorrow. this time on alkane and alkene. le crap.
and the last quiz's result wasn't even satisfying at all. didnt even got A. darn.

what to do, what to do.

duh, study!

i dont even know what to blog about nowadays. everything seems so, repetitive. so, deja vu. so, same.
oh it's still flooding btw. guess the flood just doesnt wanna stop. hahah oh ya which reminds me of something my friend told me. he said that the flood will always come once a year and everytime it does it will take away someone's life. if not the flood will not recede.




err -____________- okay the lamest theory i've ever heard okay. like seriously if that was suppose to work then the flood should've receded looong time ago since a poor(adj. deserving of pity or sympathy, not lacking of money) kid drowned.
yes. very very sad.

stupid people with lame theory. sigh.

oh ya which reminds me. i know this is sooo irrelevant to any of you but just for the sake of blogging, i shall tell you all then.
doing rat dissection next week. yes. dissection.

i just cannot get myself to kill those rats. i just cant. we're suppose to drown them in our school's pond to kill them.
yes the school's pond. whosoever has been in there please consider going for a bath and disinfection immediately, even tho the last time you were in there was years ago.

can you imagine how many rats have been killed in that pond?

FINE I'M SORRY BUT THEY ARE JUST TOO DAMN CUTE.

and i shall end with this.

she is just so pretty.

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

im addicted to this song.

im backkkkk

sorry folks, shitty streamyx passed out on me for 4 days. yes four days without internet connection. made me finished all my homeworks. XD

so had an awesome chinese new year week, minus the flooding. will blog about it when i feel like doing so.



and...will blog when i am free. =D

secondhand serenade's new single is just oh so good.

yuck

why do u have to be so vain that u have to take pictures of yourself from every freakin angle and post it everywhere. disgusting la can. sakai betul.

wanna read ur blog also have to prepare barf bags. so troublesome.


the above is in no way directed to anyone. it's for you if you think you are vain and does everything as mentioned above.


wait, im suppose to be studying chem. LOL

i feel like a chemist. a failed chemist. a chemist wannabe

OC

okay OC quiz tomorrow. so not ready


anyone knows why HCOOH is a stronger acid than benzoic acid? ANYONE?


darn why must you do this to me chem.

mr bailey does it again

Burberry Fall 2009.
some of my fav pieces.

the velvet suit


the suit


the coat


the coat


the suit


the trench coat


the coat.

genius.

p/s: i actually do not know what to post about so i've finally decided to post this instead XD

what happened the last 7 days

of utter mayhem.

example: u're a fat guy and was forced to run for 100km.

that was how i felt last week.

well i think it was basically because of school. before u could digest and understand the maths lesson u're forced to gobble down all the chemistry facts. and to think that was tiring enough wait till u have to memorize all the bio fact right after. sigh confusing? it's okay. skip this NEXT.

err. sibu. what can you do.

that sums up everything i did last week XDXDXD


oh and sales. why am i not in the US now. oh my gawd ralph lauren polos for $39.99.


and p/s: the greatest lesson of this week. i read this in someone's blog and i think it's very very true. It doesnt matter how anyone thinks of you. What matters is how God thinks of you.
and i think this can surely cheer someone up today.

so, are you happy? i am :)


I come to You in pieces
so You can make me whole

how does it feel

when you're on the edge of falling but someone comes along and push you.

when someone steps over the line but instead of retaliating u're forced to back up.

when you're going to break and someone comes along with a hammer and knock you into pieces.

i cannot stand it anymore.

-----update-----

felt all better after talking to a friend.
it's nice to know that someone cares.
whenever you fall someone is there to help you.
thank you
xoxo

=))

i should really get creative on my titles.

anyway. i saw this somewhere

"nasi ayam...with rice!"

err. okk.


sooooo i've finally decided to sit down and type a proper post. after a very long time. i think. ahahhaah. i guess life has been fair lately. except from occasional meltdowns due to exhaustions from 9 periods of Chemistry (or more i cannot remember) a week with addition of Maths and Biology. yea school has been pretty dreadful lately. but i've gotta be grateful for what i have. saving that RM20,000 school fee for a college foundation year and be with my family, yea i think i'm pretty lucky. my school fee is only RM55 for a year (HEHEHEHEHEHEHsnort *snickers*). and i get to save tons of money back here. hahahaha yea so no complain. no complain please.

anyway this rest of the post is dedicated to M.
sure life can be tough sometimes. there definitely will be obstacles. but do not whine and sulk for that will waste more time. just take that chance. be not afraid to face challenges. be brave and confident. life will be better. the sun will shine after the rain. the rainbow will appear and the day will be bright again.

never be afraid to do anything because if you do, you might never get that chance again.

and the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live.

which leads me to the biggest regret of my life.

i skip the chance to perform in an orchestra during agong's bday in april. stupid right.
omg that was like, airticket and hotel FREE. KL SUMORE. @#@*&$#&(*&#$(*&#*&
now i really feel stupid.

so lesson for you all.
never, NEVER be afraid to do anything.

Its the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance

and i've decided not to let anyone who annoys me affect my emotions. because being piss and frustrated because of those ppl are just so not worth it.
its the new year. time to focus on the new, unencumbered future.

And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong

err..update?

school is energy draining
cny is approaching
life is uhm..alright


i should be typing a longer post.

anyway
xoxo





diligent terrr: well u sure do miss them. but do they miss you as well?
lazy terrr: ...

=DD

this has got to be the best sneaker i've ever seen.



oh my gawsh *droool*

le exhaustion

its only the 9th day of the year but i feel like i've already done workloads that was as much as the whole of last year.

i am exhausted
i am tired
i need rest. immediately




but there is some stupid cleaning tomorrow and as much as i wish not to go there is extra classes after that (all thanks to some stupid-superkiasu-nerdass who wants to revise Physical Chem so very badly. yes i am insulting you. deal with it.)


seriously who has extra classes so early in the year =((((((((


p/s bear with all my whining and complaints please im trying very hard not to already. this is just so not me

Trying hard to press on
But the motivation's gone

people who i miss right now. alot.

lea lau - my ultimate gossip partner. the one who i will not be seeing for another year to come. the best-est of all.

adam - the little bro. nuff said.

norman - the one who always accompany me in doing anything. yumcha, buy books, anything. the one who also has all the patience to listen to me ramble.

melissa - Ms. cold jokes. miss all of it. miss laughing my ass off while talking with her.

grace - miss the times in high school esp with huong teen. the talkative trios. =D

yes i miss them all.

=)

i would so totally waste my energy and time dissing u right here but i've decided to do the better


well before this i thought it was us. maybe there was something wrong with us. but no. it was never us. it was you.

u're the lousy one

cheers!

p/s oh i kept forgetting to post my miri and brunei's trip photo. dont really have any time anyway.

edited: resolution

edited: 2009 resolution list.

lets see if i had succeeded in achieving any of my last year's resolution

1) Muse's concert (failed)

2) Trenchcoat (failed..)

3) shop less (uhh pass i think =D)

4) save money (uhh failed..)

5) cd (...)

6) lower 6 (FAILED)

7) reduce on designer goods (failed sumore)

8) better person (this i dont know.)

9) less insults (...failed)

10) go to church more often (failed)

11) grow up (this i dont know as well)

12) less McD (this is definitely a pass)

this is so embarassing



anyway for my this year's resolution..

1) be a better person
2) whine less
3) insult less
4) money spent less
5) be more punctual
6) go to church more often
7) be a happier person overall/learn to appreciate
8) study very very hard for U6/get better results than last year
9) do my school homework this year
10) exercise more
11) go to KL after stpm.

what's yours?
cheers everyone and have a blessed 2009

xoxo

p/s i so freakin miss my oversea friends right now.

and this is why i am not looking forward to tomorrow

i repeat. NOT.

1) be constantly reminded of stpm. =(
2) extra classes. already getting one this week. =((
3) pressures from all the smart-asses in my class.

and the list keeps going on and on and on






and cause the sun will shine when the gray clouds disappear.
it's only one year. just hold on.

Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling

Red - Pieces

Red is a christian rock band fyi. this song is amazing

photos

from my trip to kuching!
not much but anyway...


norman's german shepherd dog


the tamest german shepherd i've ever seen. cutest as well


and i went to the beach! on a cloudy day!
well the rain just stopped so yea it was windy


it was hazardous(as seen by the flag) to go down the beach but we went anyway


see the scenery? i swear it was breathtaking. the cloud the mountain the wind.


it was extremely windy


and somemore scenery shots..


and sunset!


ohh it was amazing


wish u were here!

something i want to share it with everyone

well they did this short but extremely meaningful skit at church today. enjoy.
please do take a short 5 minutes to watch this.

a little vent

i need someone where i can just talk to and trust that he/she indeed sincerely cares bout me.

this year's christmas presents were, well, not baddd. paul smith's tee, gap's shirt, TH shirts and polos. not bad not bad




i really need someone to talk to. this is where a close friend comes in handy.

i kept waiting for your call but u never called.




this is such a random post

I WANT GALLERIES LAFAYETTE

I WANT I WANT I WANTTTT

<33333333

this song is sooooooo awesomeeeeee

back

i am back! from kuching.

overall, the trip was awesome.
just what i needed.
and i went to the beach! pictures ensured.

but not now! hahaha

greetings from..

the city that was named after cats!

well the city hasnt changed a bit since, 6 months ago when i paid it a visit. finish exploring a mall in just, 5 hours? LOL okay

the trip here wasnt as good tho. it was turbulence all the way. if you thought roller coasters were scary wait till u experience the OMG-I-AM-GOING-TO-DIE feelings. LOLLLL kidding. exaggerations..

so here i am, sitting in starbucks, sipping on a cup of coffee, waiting for my friend to finish his stuff at church to come and pick me up. boring? not really. exciting? not really as well.

i think i shall update when i get home. ciao

lol this is what happened

scene: breakfast with GS and GL at a coffeeshop

GS: ei did you know its his bday today?
GL: really??? uhmm
ME: ...
GL: gs dont lie.
GS: im not lying! gl it's one thing to forget one's bday, and another thing to actually DENY it.

LOLLLLL this was hilarious.



and a big THANK YOU to every single greetings i've got today. appreciate it. thank you for remembering although i suck in remembering everyone's bday. i'll try to remember next year!!

my last 17yearsold post

will be a busy day for me tomorrow. heh

i dunno, i'm just so not looking forward to next year. such a bad year for me.
why.

i feeelll so freakin emotionally retarded now. crap
just hope i'll be happy tomorrow =)

a few things i wish to take note of:-
1) grow up. please.
2) stop being emotionally retarded so very often. be happy. 18 only come once.
3) learn to shut up when required. understand that people have emotions as well.

zhu wo sheng ri kuai le(wishing myself a very happy birthday). =)

the killer's mr brightside

my other favourite song

-_-

does it not piss you off when you buy some stuff and then the people around you nags and lectures you?










my mood is spoilt..badly.

wednesday

two days more until i receive the birthday and christmas present i bought for myself





this feels so good

updateee

so i went out with C and I ystrday night. uhm it was great to be able to escape from the ultimate boredom of solitary confinement. =)

...i've no idea what to blog about nowadays. seems like there's nothing interesting happening anymore.

well there's a party tomorrow night. what should i wear?
=)




and so this ends another short random post by yours truly. i really should be typing a longer post.

to end the post, here's a song im addicted to now.

The Killer's Spaceman Live at BBC2's Later..

lol

who was the 30000th visitor??? =DDDDD


whoa im FA-MOUS

lesson learnt

never ever talk to someone which practically drives u up the wall or spoils ur mood every single time he talks to you. NEVER.

and some more musics for you

presenting Dashboard Confessional

Thick as thieves.







i <33333 sessions@AOL

it's all about the tux

okay this piece is the epitome of all good-looking tuxes.
and brandon never looked this sharp before.

Tuxedo, $2,890, by Burberry Prorsum. Shirt, $495, by Dior Homme. Bow tie, $170, by Burberry. Shoes, $590, by Salvatore Ferragamo. Pocket square by Brooks Brothers.

oh snap.

ever felt so crappy because u made a stupid decision? so stupid u feel like a loser.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my friend's friend offered to get me a sidekick. around 1000. but then i declined the offer just because my parents would totally disagree. but now come to think of it i should have agreed.


what kind of once-in-a-lifetime opportunity dont i understand. RAHHHHH



damnit.

i guess i'll just have to get the touch pro instead.

ps apparently my potty mouth syndrome is getting increasingly serious. i blame it on south park

it's all about the rambles

okay streamyx line sucks so badly this few days i think i'd rather use dial-up lines instead. seriously.

and so, since my internet speed is slow, i cannot download my tv series. and when i cannot download my tv series, i get bored.
very bored

u have no idea how bad holidays can suck if u're living in sibu. and i cannot understand the technicality of people WHO ARE JUST dying to come home. no names intended

LOL do you know how sad christmas is in sibu? it's so sad that it does not feel like christmas at all. instead, it feels like chinese new year. i mean seriously, wth is wrong with those people, it's not even christmas yet and they are blasting those annoying loud musics over their speakers. blahhhh

anyway that was just random rants people blog about when they are bored

David Archuleta. Amazing voice. Incredible singer


but i like david cook's new single as well



Zzzz this is meaningless.

it has been a sad day

so LAUGH!

forget sidekick!!

i'm getting myself a htc touch pro!!!!



sooooooo sexay okay.

nothing is gonna stop me from getting this!





except the price. damn it costs a bomb

what holidays can do to a person

causes him to be able to update his blog every single day. sometimes even multiple post a day.


let's see. what exciting activities that has happen in my life that i can excite bore my readers to death

saves the draft so to continue later because the blogger once again, forgot what to blog about.

i have a feeling next year is not going 2 be a good year. it is going to suck so badly i'd wish i never took stpm.
dunt worry. imma make my 19 the best teenage year of my life.

anyway, why dont i bore y'all with my another attempt on homeworking!

"so lemme see. ah equilibria! should be torturing."

question 1:
1.713g of sodium ethanedioate were dissolved in water and made up to 250cm3.

what is ethanedioate???

When 25cm3 aliquots of this solution were acidified and titrated against potassium manganate(VII) solution, 23.9cm3 of this solution was required to complete the reaction

WTFF is an aliquots? and what acidified to what? HOWW? HA???

Calculate the molarity of potassium manganate(VII) solution.

X.X.....*died*

and that, generally would be the thoughts goin through my head in a typical day of a chemistry lesson. =D

then u said u wanna be a D. are u sure u can be a D o nottt?

okay fine, studying has always been an issue for me ever since i started F6. i had troubles understanding what the hell the teacher is saying half of the times, i never seldom finish my homework and i just stepped on a mosquito. yuck.

potty break.

well, truth to be said. i never thought of myself as someone bright nor smart. half the class would get a better position than me most of the time. my results were usually sub-par and i dont think i do well in any of the subjects. oh and please..i aint faking it. this aint no humility. this is the truth mannnnn.

random boring rants begin...HERE!

i think i have a major slight problem with my self-confidences. half of the time i think i suck badly in school. all of the time i think i dont look good which explains why im still single and sometimes i wonder if i'll ever find a high-paying job and a hot partner and travel around the world in my private jet.

okay so much for dreaming out loud

SEE i can blog about my life! shouldn't i post more on my wishlists so that people can randomly buy me stuff for free!

okay i have no idea what i am suppose 2 blog about anymore.
i want my Tommy Hilfiger's. i want i want i want.
why are u buying fake stuffs?
im getting myself an iPod shuffle. cause its small and handy.
the next time i'll be blogging is the time when something exciting that is bloggable happens.


lazy terrr & hardworking terrr: SLEEP!

No one's gonna take me alive.
You and I are gonna fight to survive.

and i remembered what i wanted to blog

okay so yea. my buttocks still hurts but it's worthwhile if it's as tight as J.Lo's


anyway. i have this tendency to be extremely blur at times especially during maths classes during hectic times. and it doesnt help when im extremely careless (just look at my math's test papers =D). okay there was this two incidents:

Case A:
i was slicing the mango in half until when i accidentally sliced my finger instead.

Case B:
i was chopping the coconut in half until i chopped off my fingers i cut my finger..again.

nuff' said.

well the 2nd time was much more serious..blood was running down my fingers. the tissue i used to wipe off the blood was full of blood. even the floor was full of blood and i lost so much blood that i had 2 be sent to the hospital.
okay exaggeration. but the blood running down my fingers was true!
so a little plaster and a kiss and it was done.


oh which reminds me
oh how i love coconut's juice. sooo refreshing. and considering it has not been raining for quite a while now and it's so dry it feels like Armageddon is closing down on us except it drizzled a few times. so cold coconut juice is my fix. and it sure does help when you have a small orchard filled with coconut trees which can, quite frankly give you a never ending supply of coconuts. and i love chewing on the succulent flesh. yum. yum yum yum.

i hear cursing and swearing voices petty voices! =D


okay so i finally sat down and tried to type my biology research report and i had no idea it would be this difficult
lol no wait. it's just me being lazy


opens microsoft words

"so where do i start hmm? maybe the introduction. okay...definition of ecological research and purpose of it."


stares blankly into the air, wondering what is ecological research


ZzzzzzzzzzZZZZ

"okay maybe i should start from the core. chapter 1. Soil analysis. subchapter 1.1. Soil sampling technique. so far so good. now the intro. what is soil sampling technique?"


ZZzzzzzzzZ sumore.

"fine. Chapter 2, considering i've got the resources to copy from. Chapter 2: Determination of the density of plant species in a habitat. chap 2.1: quadrat sampling technique.v blablablaaaa......well that was easy. chap 2.2: line transect technique. Ha intro sumore now need 2 think again.


ZzzzzzzzZZZZZzz. *snort*

oh did i mention that my bro told me i mumbles, giggles and grinds my teeth while i sleep.

Mumbles - okay that's just creepy. what if i shared a room with someone and that roomate of mine freaked out to death just cause he had no idea what was mumbling

Giggles - even creepier okay!! like, laughing!! imagine that..

ZzzzzzzzzzzzheheheheheZzzzzzz

Grinds my teeth - OKAY THIS IS JUST PLAIn oh wait i do this all the time. oh well.

anyway where was i?
"oh ya. uhm.. next. chapter 3: determination of the types of soil organism. okay which one was the aquatic micro and terrestrial macro? tullgren or baermann? what is tullgren again? and baermann sounds rather familliar."

potty break and never continued

well wondering why i never continued? it's cause the telly was showing my fav show and then after the show it was 3:00pm which was my gaming time. then dinner-ed, bathed, and cell-grouped. then it ended with me, here.


okay i think that sums up what i did the whole year today and some day back ago or smthing i cannot remember.







lazy terrr: you're lazy

diligent terrr: that's contradiction. U'RE lazy

lazy terrr: but i'm you and you're me.

diligent terrr: -.-

lazy terrr: =D i love it when i win.

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

i'm too lazy to think of a title already.

i have finally had my dose of badminton.

okay so i went 2 have a game of badminton yesterday night with...a bunch of people. 6 people to be exact. and we only had one court. lol but then things worked out so everyone had their chance of playing. anyway that isnt the main point. so i woke up this morning with the sorest muscle on my buttocks. every step i take i would be moaning in my mind, "Ouch. Ouch. Ouch"

stares blankly into the air, trying hard to remember what to blog...

darn, i've totally forgotten what was i suppose 2 write. crap.

oh and someone is getting on my nerves again. =)
okay there wasnt suppose 2 be a smiley face after the line above.

omg i seriously cannot remember what was i gonna blog! amnesia!!

fine, i'll just write my, uhm, anything.

14 more days to =DDDDD
22 more days to =DDDDDDDDD
30 more days to =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((andmanymorefrownyfaces



diligent terrr: well isnt it nice that we've finally accomplish something? like a game of badminton.

lazy terrr: yea thanks to you i am super tired now. and big deal, how bout the biology report u still have not started yet!

diligent terrr: ....shh...no one was suppose 2 know!!!!!!

i got it
you got it
we've got the magic.

and i'll blog tomorrow

did y'all know that the last post was my 200th post. YAY okay super random


anyway imma blog 2morrow. save the story for tomorrow.

cuteness ultimatum

people, meet my cousin, which is, uhm, 15 or 14 years younger than me

i swear, he is the cutest.




he did not feel like waiting for the spoon to come.


and the end result.


=DDDDDDDDDDD

yes i am 17 btw

You Act Like You Are 17 Years Old

You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way. You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

What Age Do You Act?

i know what you did two days ago.

update. upppdate

okay so i went for a game of bowling yesterday night with S, S-no.2 and a bunch of other friends of S-no.2's. well the game itself was not that bad. 3 sets to be exact. and no sore muscles when i woke up this morning so i guess that is a good sign, i think. anyway, i've managed obtain the 1st runner-up position. yes yes i am so freakin proud of myself, BUT WAIT. there's more to it. well let's see, after 3 grueling sessions of tossing overweight balls, i've managed to obtain a score of 222 (-.-) which in this case, got me the 1st runner up place.
but then i looked at the champ's score...

366

i was like, "wtff omg are you serious i suck so badly!" 366!! FREAKIN 144 POINTS BEHIND THAT CHAMP. LE OMGGGG

anyway skip that. i've been planning a badminton game with me friends for quite a while now but then we kept getting false alarms from the ever-so-cloudy sky. and it's so windy so we decided to book a badminton court. but some freakin dude booked that time slot for the whole damn month. yes a month. so tried other slots but all very unnecessary circumstances kept showing so no badminton. =(
i want to play badminton so very badly.

oh so i was having a conversation with my friend, S, long time ago.

S: oh did u know K has a new gf.
T: ..........*shocked till died*
S: it's been a while
T: *even worse*
T: HE REALLY HAS A GF MEH? SERIOUSLY????
T: X.X

okay like i didnt mean 2 have all those expression or neither diss him coz quite frankly, he looks pretty geeky and damn ugly.
so that event made me pretty insecure bout my looks. i mean a rather nerdy dude normal looking boy like him has already found a gf. or maybe he is hotter than me which is totally untrue. i mean well what if girl really likes him more than i do which is again, so false

well. dunno. i'll just leave that question behind me for now. dont really care anyway.




lazy terrr: well so u've done ur job.

diligent terrr: *smiles happily* yep.

lazy terrr: but does everyone know u're suppose 2 type a biology research report which u've procrastinated till now?

diligent terrr: shhh.. no one was suppose 2 know that

hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
so strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is
too much, it's too much
Oh, don't let go

a random conversation occuring through my mind

diligent terrr: oh gosh, i have not properly blogged for quite a while now. it has always been short random and meaningless post! i should update my readers!

lazy terrr: blog blog blog. please la not again dont put me through this torturing ordeal anymore i cannot stand it.

diligent terrr: why not? i dont think blogging is that torturing..actually i find it more exciting than any of ur tribulations that u've put me through this holiday.

lazy terrr: what tribulations. it's just simple activities. and now fyi i rather sleep cause im tired from all those straining activities.

diligent terrr: strainous? excuse me but all you have done is sleep and play computer! and that is why we should do something more eventful such as updating your blog!

lazy terrr: but but but, im tired from all the tv series and computer games and..i dont think i'd slept for 12 hours yesterday! i need 2 replace my sleeping debts!

diligent terrr: which is why from now on, you should stop watching all those downloaded dramas and cut down on your gaming duration. this may reduce ur fatigue level!

lazy terrr: oh puhleez i dont think i've watch that much drama yet. and so is my gaming duration..it isnt that lengthy.

diligent terrr: well if u insist(which you did not but i'll say it anyway), till now u've been watching

1. gossip girls
2. privileged
3. 90210
4. ghost whisperer
5. brothers and sisters
6. ER
7. ugly betty

and not just that, lately, you've very often, been aimlessly online-window shopping. and ur spending habit has become quite uncontrollable! please change yourself before it's too late!

lazy terrr: cheh nag nag nag. please, i rather sleep

diligent terrr: or work. which is why now we should start thinking of what we should blog from now on.

lazy terrr: but it's 1:05am! can we not leave it for tomorrow?

not-so-diligent-anymore terrr: right then. sleep!

=DDDDDDDD

the holiday just got better. wayyy better.




thank u 2 the person who is helping me in buying my tommy hilfiger's. thank u so very much.

erm.

i cannot believe november is over. but i can neither believe my fav month is finally here. and at the same time i cannot believe it's going 2 be january soon. crap.

im not sure but i think id always had trouble trusting people. no no not it's not them, it's me.
im mr paranoid. i think. :D

i'm filled with plenty of emotions now. happy? certainly. sad? a little. angry? dunno why. i need someone to talk 2. someone i can trust. someone close. someone who wouldnt betray. someone who would be ready to help.
i rather not pour out my feelings blatantly on my blog. might cause a stir.

tommy hilfiger. drool. droool. the polos and tees. soo classic. so simple. soo..perfect.

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you,
oh and dont worry. i'm fine. =D (<- see happy face!)

rain.

rain u stupid cloud. RAIN.
it has been very cloudy for the past few days but there isnt a single drop of rain.
damnit rain already.

it'll be better if it snowed.

help

okay another one of my random dilemmas.


should i get a lv messenger bag or should i just resolve to a cheaper one such as ck or br?
i really dunt know coz i've been seeing lots and lots of people carrying LV lately and even some weirdos carry it and u can obviously tell that is counterfeit shits. how how?

the wildest idea ever

i've just told my brother that we should maybe join the amazing race asia someday. =))

untitled

i have no idea what 2 blog about. inspiration and ideas please people.

guess i'll just randomly rant.

----

okay KK has this new mall called 1Borneo and it's like, big. very big. *according to reliable sources*
and it has FCUK, CKjeans and such

very interesting dontcha think.

----

18th of december. improper retail therapy. small scale. but looking forward to it.

----

oh and anyone knows the new movie(well not exactly brand new) Mamma Mia? oh gaaawwwsh i swear it's soooo freakin annoying that movie! and the song as well.
another one of that stupid high school musical kind of movies. yuck. bleh.

----

isnt it annoying when someone annoying just doesnt know when to stop or just doesnt realise it when people are giving them cold shoulders. ugh.
i've decided that i wont bother to entertain anyone who isnt worth my time and energy.


okay this post sucks. badly

the killers

their new album, Day & Age is very much recommended.

i..love it.




and someone told me to post a new wishlist which does not consist of overpriced sneakers and monogrammed leather accessories. well should i?

a little rant

now i have mixed feelings about goin 2 kch on december. its just that i really really wanted 2 go to KL in the 1st place. and kuching only has uhm, UCOB, Esprit, Dockers and G2000 not that they suck but i want BR CKjeans and zara. or at least club monaco. yea yea call me a freakin brand addict or shopaholic or money-wasting machine. nothing y'all say is gonna bring me down. i shall not be intimidated.


okay dont take this personally but why do people always find it weird when i say i want a ferragamo? doesnt men buys designer as well? if not then what the hell did hugo boss or thomas pink designed men's clothings in the 1st place. hmm? i mean it's rather stupid for people to relate designer goods = female shopaholics. please lah widen ur thinking perspective please im starting to feel like a genius around you dumbheads. agree with me if you think im correct

*i shall refrain from swearing in my blog from now on*

that is all.

okay a little feedback please

should i change my blog's web address? coz quite frankly terrencechiewhomeofeverything doesnt sound all too-genius at all and for once, i find it rather corny. LOL

and how bout my title? is this one okay or should i change it to uhm..smthing like "le maison de terrence"

HAHAHA okay

anyway have y'all seen my wishlist? i know this sounds desperating and stupid but imma say it anyway GO READ MY WISHLIST OKAY even tho everything seems slightly overpriced for anyone to buy.


not unless u're donald trump.

and last but not least, christopher bailey and marc jacobs are the best designer ever...hands down. they are geniuses. oh and dont forget the Ferragamos.

at the bank

Banker: Sir, do u use a credit card?
me: nope!
banker: oh okay great. we have some new promoti...
me: 'skew me, but im underaged.
banker:*silently stares at me* oh okay. thanks for ur time
me: your welcome..




apparently i appear old to people

it's that time again!!!

(is it too early for my wishlist to be posted?)

my christmas wishlist for this year!!!

1) Louis Vuitton Damier Canvas Pegase 60/Monogram Canvas Keepall 60


2) Louis Vuitton Monogram Canvas Abbesses Messenger


3) this salvatore's sneaker


4) Maybach Landaulet


5)All expense paid trip for me and my best friend to NYC

(i want the 4 seasons hotel, the ty warner penthouse to be exact....=D only that particular friend of mine and me knows what am i talking about XD)

6) Emporio Armani Jude Tonal Raised Textured One Button Suit


7) this prada sneaker



8) an Omega watch!



9) this burberry trench coat


10) a t-mobile sidekick


lol dream much?

tagged.

1. Name the persons you tagged.
anyone who is in my "mates" list (scroll down and refer to your right.)

2. Describe urself in one word.
different!

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who really loves me

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
i dont think i ever loved anyone.

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
that..would be humiliating LOL yea maybe.

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
well it was nice knowing you?

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
then i wouldnt even be talking to him/her now would i? =)

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
never really. i just go with the flow. love isnt on my priority list.

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
oh yes.

10. Long distance love ?
depends. but for me no.

11. Best place to cry?
i dont think i'll like 2 cry but if unforeseen circumstances occurs then toilet. nice clean toilet btw

12. Who do you love the most?
i would say God (& my family if i allowed to mention more than one)

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
i was rich and famous. LOL well if im not mistaken. couldnt remember quite clearly

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
i dont hate people. i get annoyed.

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
nil...Serious!

16. The last person you had a beer with?
i..dont like beer.

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Lea! and bunch.

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
uhmmm....i think it was my chem students.

19. The last person you hugged?
my mum! *everyone say AWWWWW*

20. The last person you yelled at?
my scrabble mates coz i was losing.

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
i'd never kissed anyone ohkay.

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
gah i have amnesia...i think it was because i wasnt allowed to go KL.

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
earn a whole loads of cash(& dont forget unlimited wishes!)

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
NEW YORK CITY! CAN I BRING A FRIEND?

25. Are you old fashioned?
in what sense?

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
uhm..my dream? my family? yeah

27. Five facts About Me:
-a boy

-vent my anger by spending money? (well some people prefer reading or writing..i just simply want to be different =))

-mean? heartless? smthing smthing?

-my other anger-venting technique is planting!!

-loves muse?

28. Five things that scare me:
-height

-roller coaster

-bankruptcy

-angsty/emo people

-horror movies?

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Lady Gaga&Colby-Just dance
Coldplay - Viva la vida

30. Five Things I treasure in my life
my family
God
my friends
money
pleasure money brings.

*dies*

Dear terrence

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*dies*


p\s anyone in london who is blatant enough (such as eric as referring to the chatbox) can get the invite from me.

hiatus?

no not exactly im just finalizing my christmas wish list so therefore i wont post as much these few days.


dunt worry i'll give y'all 1 month in advance to fulfill my wishlist =D

another casual post

oh please u guys seriously have 2 give me props for updating so very often okay.

anyway..a little place in Singapore which i would definitely like 2 go when i go 2 Singapore.

DFS Galleria Scottswalk Singapore

Never exactly been there before but it looks very impressive to me. yumyum.

and y'all have no idea how depressing staying in sibu is.
i wake up in the morning, breakfast, shower, lunch, nap, dinner, sleep.
that is basically my everyday routine.
=(

and i am sure of that.

ever had the feeling that tomorrow's gonna be better? or the feeling when you know that something good is goin 2 happen?

well i am feeling that way now.
dont know why but i am quite sure the next few weeks are gonna be the best weeks of this year.

not gonna let anything spoil my fun. =D

"use ur imagination"

the thing i hate most about people is this

Before leaving for college:
"hey imma miss you soooo much we'll always be BFFs"

and a year later:
"..."


and when you browse through his/her photo album u'll see him/her with a bunch of new friends and then there's one particular that he/she takes photo with and the photo caption says...

"my BEST FRIEND"


ass****

im sorry all readers i've got some issues that i have 2 sort out with i assure u after i remove traces of this person out of my life forever i'll get back to those happy-posts.

to YOU:
i kept faith in our relationship, in our friendship. tried talking to you but all you gave is silence. so since u've now moved on and "replaced me" so shall i do the same.

there isnt anything to blog about!!!

holiday has been fun so far... yes i aint sick from all the sleeping and doin nothing.

christmas is near! YAY

and i've been doing some catching up with all the tv series. all the dramas in the shows are rather intimidating i must say. LOL

and considering how low is the exchange rate for GBP-RM lately...ive asked a particular close friend of mine to hop off to do some shopping for me =DDDD (its not that i want to buy stuff! it's because i have 2 grab the chance while the rate is still low okay stop lecturing me shaddap)

and an invitation to lindsay's dolce london party..why did i ever subscribe to that when i aint even in london. oh well.


retail therapy! cant wait


and this is a sucked up post. ignore it.

val emmich

These things always come to a head
over a glass of wine and a cigarette
And you look tipsy with your cheeks all red
I think the alcohol has gone to your head

oh i lovee the song

i hate Malaysia

well not the country exactly. the weather

super cold in the morning then all of a sudden temperature rises like what.

and all these rains are bringing in mosquitoes. PLENTY OF THEM OKAYYYYY

DAMNIT one more mosquito bite and ithink imma get dengue.

and stupid mosquito mat isnt working well too. SIGH




RAHHHH i wish the weather can get super cold so all the mosquito will die (isnt the most brilliant idea but still i deserve props for thinking!)

ohmigosh

i want mgif. i want 2 be in kl now.

why the hell must they put mgif on november. dielahhhh

i wanttttttttttttttttttttttt

Libera

okay this might sound weird but those kids in Libera are freaking amazing! and i dont usually listen 2 choir-ish musics or such but Libera's song are nice. scarily nice! its so soothing you just tend 2 forget about everything and be mesmerized!


listen and decide
but this one's lip-synced so yea but nvm u still get 2 listen 2 the originals

rambles

when you were back here you decide 2 totally ignore me and wants 2 hang out with ur "friends" but now after u leave u'd decide 2 talk 2 me again? just because you are lonely?? i am sorry but if that is how you treat ur friend then i'd rather be your acquaintance. better yet i better be your nobody.


excuse me but i've got real friends to be around with.

rah?

i burnt my finger because i accidentally touched a super hot crucible.ouch.
and we still hav 2 come back 2 school to do the quadrat sampling and line transects.
oh still hav 2 collect plants. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



and physic classes dunt even have any projects according to my teacher and we have three. THREE.

another update

we started doing our biology's project today

we left the oven on and didn't turn it off.

imagine an oven on for 24 hours.






on the other note, i found this awesome-est shirt on esprit and i was soooo happy until i found out it's edc. damnit if it was esprit i could have had a chance of buying it in kuching.

and yes i have finally decided which lv's messenger bag i wanted 2 buy. now is just the time of buying it.

update

the garden has designer jeans.


no not as armani kind of designer.

the real jeans' designers.



7 for all mankind mannnn like serious!! and evisu!!!

now i really want the gardens

rahhhhhhhhhhh

i miss the gardens.


i am desperately missing the gardens.
i wanttt the gardens



call this an addiction but i'm just feeling sentimental. =D










anyone who sponsors me an round trip air ticket & a 4 days 3 night stay at the new The Gardens Hotel, i would love u. i would definitely love u. i would be jumping on the couch shouting my love for u.

just an extract of thought from my mind

hahah yea considering i am ultimately free now(well not really i've got 3 projects yes 3! actually 2. the other 1 i left it for my groupmates to finish them D=), i shalt update more!

well anyway just a casual thought i've been pondering on lately. i've always had this in my mind but was too lazy to type them out. i'll usually save these thoughts until one day when i feel sentimental and decide 2 spill it out for the world to read and congest their mind with junks. haha. so much for my intro.
anyway, i know someone which basically-well i'll go straight to the point, emo. yes, he basically is emo. everyday he wishes he'd rather be somewhere else or rather be borned rich or smthing or somehow. i dont know. i know that i shouldnt be rude and just insult people which feels emo everyday(LOL) bt this had me wondering, why wouldnt people just appreciate life?
yes this is coming straight from me. me who wishes that he can have all the money in the world. he who wishes to live a life of wealth, luxury and extravagant. yes i know my request sometime are overly preposterous or just plain difficult but at the end of the day i just settle with what i've got. yea i might not have any EA to wear but i'm fine with anything i've got(but getting an EA would be awesome =X). yes i do wish i was not studying in an agonising so-called "pre-u" which is just basically my F5 life but yea i love F6(except the exam and study part). i've got the awesome-est classmate and they are scarily hilarious. i dont have 2 worry bout lunch or dinner everyday or how much money i've got in the bank. i'm happy with what i've got, really.

btw i really hate it when people tell me that the 1st impression that i give is a total rich ass spoilt brat who just wont stop talking bout LV and burberry. yes i know i do excessively talk bout them but that's just because our conversation has dried up. there's nothing else to talk about! and please dont assume okay. its damn annoying when suddenly someone just decide 2 gossip about you behind your back. IM NOT TRYING TO BE ONE OKAY DONT ASSUME LAHH STUUUUUPID.

but yes sometime people do complain. i admit i do complain sometimes but who doesnt. when your mood hits the plateau or just suddenly step on a sour note no one can blame yah right.

but anyway back 2 this person. he wishes he doesnt have to go through the agony of spm(like seriously, if you think spm is hard try stpm), he wishes he can go to the university(seriously, u dont want spm but THE U?) when obviously the u has a much more torturing environment. he thinks he can get all the freedom(well quite true) and can do anything he wants(but seriously, there's exams la u think the U is all fun? please lah.

and what's up with the "hey i'm here 2 cheer u up but 1st let me share with u my solemnity." if i was the dude who was about to be consoled by you i would surely have killed myself after you have finished sharing your story. i know you wish to help but quite frankly you suck in this helping thing. what's worse, you wished that i can help u by teaching you how 2 help but you never bother to learn. seriously. you just say you want to learn but you end up being a stubborn jackass.

complains are alright but when you go straight off the line you are definitely in for a hot soup. just appreciate with what you've got. you dont have 2 spend "3 years angpow moneys" just so you can get a LV wallet. dont be who you are not. dont try to get what's beyond your reach. you know you are spending too much when you have 2 starve yourself to death and eat bread for a whole week just so u can buy a burberry shirt.

voila. i've said it all.
now dont go assuming that i'm mad or smthing im not these are just casual thoughts from my head and fyi i am feeling very happy now.

yay!

exams are over.



DONE!
FINISHED
LIKE YAY SERIOUSLY FINALLY YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

this time the exam was really exhausting.

now i'll hav 2 replace my 8hours sleeping debt

and this is the reason why

lolll yes exam week! and i am here blogging.

y?

i'll be havin maths 2morrow.
as hard as i tried to do some maths exercises, i simply cannot.
my brain refuses to work.
i cannot understand the question
the numbers and alphabets and symbols are intimidating
i am not Einstein.


i'll be better off with biology and chemistry. but maths, no no.

NEXT WEEK

AFTER NEXT WEEK.....

THE DAY THAT I HAVE WAITED FOR AGES HAS FINALLY ARRIVED.






HOLIDAYS! FINALLY.


neeeexxxxxxxxxtttttttt weeeeekkkkkkk yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!

final sem exam revision. so far so good.

LOL i have not even started yet.

so lemme c

Chemistry: 13 chaps to go
Biology: 11 chaps to go.



oh die

the parable of the doggie in the drain.

On my way back from school, my mum told me that there was a dog under the drain. no idea how it got down there but yea, in the drain. my mum also told me that she called the local rescue dept. to come and save the doggy but they never came. i went 2 have a look at the dog and it looked tired. it did tried a few times 2 jump up but after unsuccessful trials, it decided 2 give up. okay nvm bout that so i went 2 call the rescue dept. again and asked them when are they coming. they had no idea what i was talking about so i explained the whole situation to the operator once again. then she asked me 2 stay on hold while she ask the rescue rangers, which decided not to come. yes. they didnt want to come. i was pissed and asked the operator why. apparently she said that they only save humans, not animals. i thought that was already done by the firemen and paramedics!! i was like what the hell whatever la. so i got down 2 the drain and save the doggie and blablabla.

Moral of The Story - Never rely on Malaysian Rescue Rangers. They subsist to waste money. Period



the end.

pleaseee

you are getting on my nerves.


please stop before i decide 2 ruin you.


thank you in advance. cheers!



p/s-i should be writing a longer post. i really should.

Polos!

yes polo shirts! i suddenly have an obsession towards polos, particularly striped or solid colored.

BR's and Tommy's are nice.
Abercrombie's too but cant get them here so yea forget bout that.
imma buy plenty of them this year *grin*

they are so gonna be laughed at

okay so there was this Prize Giving Ceremony today in school and as usual the choir team would be invited 2 perform.

and guess what,












they lip synchronized! LOL yes they pre-recorded their performance and then did a playback! lol now that's a first!
they were even more obvious than Britney at the VMA's

the weirdest experience i've ever encountered

okay so this is what happen. my class were having extra classes in the afternoon for chemistry, but what was interesting was that it was PMR examination time so all the afternoon sessions had 2 use our F6 classes. There was one particular class which they cant use coz it's air-conditioned and carpeted so we used it and had 2 take our shoes off before entering.
So after the extra class i exited the class with my friend. While we were going 2 put our shoes on we noticed smthing

"ei where is the other side of my shoe?"

"WEI MINE TOO!!"

"did anyone else lose their shoes??"

...no one answered...

"HAR THEY ONLY PICKED ON THE BRANDED GOODS HA???"

yea apparently they only took the branded goods, which was in this case, adidas and crocs.

they threw it down the stairs and it was on the grass field.
seriously, this is stupid.
imagine what would i feel if it's Ferragamo or that pair of LV(but as obvious as it seems, why would someone wear that to extra classes hmm? =D)

lol

the john lobb oxford that daniel craig wore in casino royale

me likeyy
okay this one cost $1500 so i better opt for something cheaper, like this one!

Gucci's!

sooo sexay yea!

i have problem in making decisions.

should i get this?


or this?

or this one?


which one looks nicer?

just let me ramble

my life is so over-stressed right now that i can just pass out or get schizophrenia, like any moment now.



well not actually my entire life, just school & it's works

this is what i look foward 2 every week.

okay so lemme c.. what series do i download every single week

Brothers and Sisters on Monday
Gossip Girl on Tuesday
Privileged on Wednesday

and i am planning 2 download..

Ugly Betty
One Tree Hill
How I Met Your Mother
90210
Ghost Whisperer

which all of their season premiers' started last month. ohhhhh crappp.
and i cant download because my computer is running out of space. crappy computer.

i really need a external hd. i really seriously do. consider that as my x'mas presents will u all please? *MEGAWATT SMILE*

Missy Higgins - Warm Whispers

i think i'm...in love....

with this song.

may i introduce 2 u..

matt bellamy

he is the world's best guitarist, hands down.


and the best rocker too..



he seriously is effing good

i cannot resist

I DONT CARE IMMA GET THAT FREAKIN SNEAKER THAT I WANT AND I DONT CARE HOW MUCH IT COST I AM JUST GONNA GET IT!





cheers, yes? =)




problem is, how am i suppose 2 get it? =p

3 months aint that long

why do i find it hard 2 trust u?











and i want 2 feel happy again. long-lasting sheer happiness.
no proper words to explain it.

oh looky!

i want this. i so want this! =D

the reason why i love muse so much.

Time is Running Out


Knight of Cydonia


both are clips from their concert at the wembley stadium.
i'm so gonna get the HAARP dvd.

LOLLL

i have the best classmates ..i swear.


i have never laughed this much. ever.

HAHAHA OH YES OHHH YESS OHHHHH YEEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

MIGHT NOT BE AS GOOD AS GOING 2 PARIS
BUT THIS SURE BEATS BEING BROKE AND STAYING IN SIBU!










HELLAYEAH I WANT DECEMBER 2 COME. NOW. THIS VERY INSTANT.


omg the joy the happiness the euphoria.

and this didnt come as a surprise

Malaysian cab sucks.
how bad is it?

it's World's worst.

might not be surprising but for whosoever that doesnt believe or insist that i was WRONG..


proofs are all here.

yes i am still alive

paris. i want paris. no not paris hilton..paris FRANCE.

i want to see eiffel tower, napoleanic Arc de Triomphe,
or walk down Champs-Élysées and Avenue Montaigne, where LV stands
or maybe wake up to just..anything that awaits me.



oh and i loathe people who thinks they are Mr-know-it-all..ugh.


and i love The Script.



i got nothing 2 write. really.