Tired.

It's been about 10 days since I've arrived in KL.

I am loving the big city, definitely.

I have lots of good friends, no doubt.

Everything seems fine.

But I am tired. I am very very tired. I feel like there's so much to do, and it's only week one of class. I've heard week one is usually honeymoon week.

I am scared.

I want to talk about it but I don't want to. I don't understand as well. Some people give crappy advice, some people look down on you, some people are just not a good listener.

Why must med books cost a bomb as well. I miss being in form 6, where we're told to buy specific books, and most of them cost nothing more than RM50.

Suck it up terr. You have another 5 years to go.

looking for an angel...

Hi everyone. Anyway got the chatbox up again. hahaha after deleting all those strange and weird and stupid comments that were in there

Anyway, I'm still contemplating on whether it is safe to open up my blog to the public again. Hmm should I?

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Okay so I would like to introduce a favourite hobby of mine, stamp collection! uhm to be more specific, first day cover collection!

Just a simple definition of first day cover from about.com for those of you who have no idea what am I talking about.

"A first day cover is a stamped envelope, postal card or other postal material that was processed at the post office where the stamp was issued, and has a cancellation indicating the same. The cancellation will often be specially designed for the occasion and frequently will say "First Day of Issue(FDI)" or something similar. Depending on the postal authority there may be a ceremony to commemorate the first day of issue."

Anyway, so this month there was a FDI on "haiwan peliharaan kanak-kanak" (children's pets). The stamps are super cute so I really wanted it. Problem was that it was sold out when i got there X.X super annoying. So now I'm searching on the internet hoping someone will sell it to me. 

The FDC that I was supposed to buy.

The other FDC in conjunction with CNY

 Bah, since the FDC was all sold out, what left was just the stamp. But for the stamp, only the bunny and the cat was still available. The doggy stamps were all sold out! O.O unbelievable! 

Cats!

BUNNIESS!

Of all the stamps that I have collected, I think these stamps are the nicest POS malaysia has ever printed. I love the picture and the details of the animal. It looked so real!

...

Something happened. Something bad happened in which I do not want to elaborate any further. 


All I wanna say is that, sorry. Sorry that I am so useless.


I'm sorry that I am so useless to the point that whatever things I do, I get scolded. I get reprimanded. I get yelled at. 


Why is it that everything that I do, I get scolded? Every decision that I make, I get yelled at? Why? Do you know how much you've hurt me? To the point that whenever I make a decision or say something I am always in fear. 

Am I really that worthless? Am I really that useless? Do you really hate me that much? 


You all have really pushed me off the edge this time. 

"An adrenaline rush can be a wonderful thing, and a dangerous thing as well. The rush produces insane energy temporarily. At that particular moment, the person may lose his/her ability to think and may do whatever he/she likes"

fuh..

addiction pt 2

I have totally forgotten how I used to love listening to this song! Stumbled upon it just now while browsing through videos on youtube and boy did it bring back memories! 


been years and this song is still amazing.

addiction.

Addicted to this song thanks to fellow blogger friend Lawrence.

really? like, really?

I do not understand why some people just hates Malaysia so much!


*warning, ranting posts ahead, full of angst. Proceed with caution.*


I mean seriously! I for one do not think Malaysia is that bad!! I've been living in Malaysia for 20 years and I find it amazing! I do not understand why some people just starts arguing with me whenever I start supporting Malaysia in some stuff. I mean, seriously! For the love of god you've been staying in this country as well and you've turned out fine! What is there so much to hate about Malaysia?? Okay fine maybe we've got corrupted governments who probably made this country more broke than ever in history but other than that it's all good! 


Malay people? Some of them are amazing! Okay so you're telling me some of them are extremists and racists? Well guess what, some of us chinese are as well!! Like seriously, check yourself in the mirror before blaming others for what they've done because obviously we've done it as well. BM is a stupid language? Well guess what, you'll realise how useful it is when you're trying to yell at some rude chinaman without him having a single idea what you're talking about. it DEFINITELY comes in handy sometimes. 


There's still so much of Malaysia to talk about! Amazing food we can get, not just in sibu but in Kl melaka and PENANG!! then there's the annual mega sales, not as good as the one in singapore but hey I'm not complaining! We're also the country that gave birth to the world's best airline, world's tallest twin tower and the world's best airport! Vacations in malaysia can be awesome as well. Breathtaking sunset scenery, stunning views of the crocker range and the evergreen tropical forests! Hahahah these are just some of the things i loooove about Malaysia.


So hey I seriously get pissed off whenever people starts bad mouthing about Malaysia to the point where Malaysia seems as bad as some inhabitable third world country or worse. I mean seriously people, if it was that bad you'll be dead by now. 

fun read!

Just got these today. It's actually a novella that tells the story of Eclipse from another point of view. Haven't started reading yet but while I was browsing through it at the bookstore it looked really interesting!

Apparently I'll get addicted easily to these kinds of novels, particularly novels which are in series or sagas. Cause when I start one, I have to finish all. Whenever I buy one of it, in the end I'll buy all. Take for example, Harry Potter and Twilight! I have all of them. Never missed any of it. Some of them are collector's edition, some are just normal ones. hahhaah! 

The next few series of novels I'm aiming at would be The chronicles of narnia, percy jacksons, and the vampire diaries. Well, we'll see what happens. =)

uhh. right.

AAAAAnywayyyyy... I was listenin to beyonce's single ladies and suddenly an idea struck me!

Because before this, I've heard of English songs being covered by our local malay artist. And the songs were translated into BM..

So how would single ladies sounds like in bm?

Semua perempuan bujang, semua perempuan bujang


Sekarang angkatkan tangan anda
Di dalam kelab, baru saje putus cinta, saya buatkan kerja sebenar saya
Memutuskan untuk celup, dan sekarang anda ingin trip
Kerana satu lagi abang ternampak saya


Saya diatas dia, dia diatas saya
Jangan tumpu perhatian kepada dia
Baru sahaja menangis, selama tiga tahun
Anda tidak boleh marah dengan saya


Kerana jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Jangan marah kalau dia nakkan
Kerana jikalau anda suka maka haruslah simpan satu cincin diatasnya
Oh oh oh.


annnd i couldnt bear to continue.


some songs are not meant to be translated.


Imagine britney spear's Toxic.


Dengan rasa bibir anda, saya dalam perjalanan
Kau racun, saya tergelincir di bawah


Original lyrics: 
with a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin under

Eclipse - The Twilight Saga.

So today, after many many failed attempts of downloading it, I've finally managed to download Eclipse (and watch it in the same day!). 

Oooh~ So haunting. 

And all I've got to say is that eclipse is definitely better than New Moon. NM was slow, draggy. The storyline was rather boring, even though it was superbly written in the novel. 

boo~

I guess the director failed to portray the suspense and the emotions in the novel. But eclipse did manage to capture a lil bit more of that. But overall I still think that twilight was the best. NM and eclipse wasn't able to reach the same level of hype as twilight did. 

Stare into my eyes~~ I shall hypnotize you!!! @.@

Riley and his ka-kias 

Carlisle: Please don't fall off the cliff Esme. I will die of embarrassment.

It's annoying how all Bella wants is to have sex. -.-

No Jacob. You may not borrow her.

Jane: Why am I so short...

Anyway, cannot wait for breaking dawn!! =D

ATTACKED!!!!

I WAS ATTACKED!!!!

..by plants! =D Bougainvilleas to be exact. Hahaha

Well I was re-potting those babies of mine and my oh my were they thorny(not horny)!

Look at those scratches!

Looked like I was mauled by some crazy cat

Damn painful u know!!

OH NO!

I HAVE BEEN ATTACKED BY THE HALLYU!!



INSANELY OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG!

btw do you all think this song sounds almost like Lady Gaga's Telephone? Just saying tho. LOL still, addicted addicted.

hurt.

last name.
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New Year Resolution.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I TOTALLY FORGOT TO MAKE A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION LAST YEAR!

I was looking through my last year's post and I'd realised that I did not make any resolution last year! How pathetic! Failure! No goals accomplished! 

But anyway even though there were no resolution but I still think 2010 has been a fruitful year.

SO! This time I do remember to make my resolution! hahaa

2011 resolution

1) Pass my first year uni with flying colours

2) Be physically healthier, fitter, exercise more. (gonna get that washboard abs =D)

3) Learn to be thrifty

4) To be a better person, stop complaining, start appreciating. Argue less.


and just something for everyone in the coming year,
1) Better economy for the country
2) better financial stability for everyone
3) World peace, no war, 

What's your resolution? =)

NYE

WOW seriously cannot believe how time flies! It's officially NYE people!! 

Ahh, 2010 has been a crazy crazy year. Let's see what amazing things have happened this year..


1) Started off brilliantly with the release of my STPM results. 3As! Happiest day of this year. =D


2) Got a job offer to teach in SMK Methodist. Gotta say this must've been the best experience of my entire life. Bittersweet. Miss the students, miss some of my colleagues, but I do not miss the workload. haha!!

Candid shot by my students. LOL

Me with my students!

My surprise farewell party!

3) Had the privilege to volunteer in a hospital for a week! That was a very interesting experience. 

 

4) Lea and adrian during summer breaks. Yeap the lots came back again! Always the happiest time. Whenever I'm bored or they are bored I'll always be at their place hanging around.

Sushi time!

No comment.


Typical tea time!

5) Then it was off to Beijing! Was definitely a great trip. Had lots of fun with my family, and meeting new people as well! 

Fun with sis!

Fun in China!

Well overall this year was definitely another great year! And I'm sure next year is gonna be even better, and I hope it's the same for everyone as well! =D

Helpless..

"   Please be informed that he just have to leave the situation as it is until the JPA office send us the list of JPA qualifying students."

This is why i feel so helpless right now. My ed consultant just helped me emailed a Monash representative and this was what I've got. 

I handed in my acceptance form at the beginning of the month and all I wanted was a clarification on whether they have received my acceptance form. This is because JPA asked me not to pay any of the fees first so that there will not be any double pay cases later. But then Monash insisted that in order for me to accept this offer, I must pay an initial fee equivalent to the tuition fee for a semester.

Hence, I gave my ed. consultant a call this morning, telling her of the situation. She understands, and she said she'll help me settle it immediately. So she sent them an email and this was the reply she got from them. This made me really restless. Yes I do worry alot. Now I am worried. What if things go wrong. This is like, my last and only chance of going into university. I am not going to ruin it.


I really need a miracle.

Things I Wanna Do When I'm In KL.

So I've been doing these mental checklist on what would be the things I really would like to do when I start my studies in KL. Of course, my priority would still be studying, but these are just the other things I would do during my past time/holidays.


I would like:-
a) to visit Putrajaya. I've heard it's one of the most beautiful city in the entire Malaysia.
b) to attend a performance by the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra.
c) to go and have drinks with my friends at Skybar. (For more info: Click here, and here)
d) to have a trip with my friends to Genting
e) to have a trip to Pulau Langkawi
f) to rent a BMW or a Mercedes and drive around town the entire day
g) to attempt a fine dining experience during the Malaysian International Gourmet Festival
h) to have a gym membership
*edited*
i) to visit Penang (and try out all the food!)


and some things which I really wish I can do
i) to never fail any of my exams
j) to never get robbed.
HAHAH!


Will update the list when I think of more! LOL

dear you,

Anyone who knows me should know that I rarely listen to songs in which, I'll have a hard time understanding the lyrics.


..and that includes mandarin songs. 


So you'll never see me listening to raps by Jay Chou(God knows what is he talking about) or some songs about "sorry" by SuperJunior. 
And I can honestly say I'd never listened to more than 5 Japanese songs before. The only Japanese song that I'd listened to the most would be Doraemon's theme song (tottemo daisuki~)


But once in a while you come across some songs, that even though you dont quite understand what are they singing, but the way they sing it shows how meaningful the song is. 


And mind you, those songs are really good. 


I don't remember if I've ever introduced this song in my blog, but oh well..


Angela Aki - Tegami
She's actually half Japanese, half Italian. Which explains why she doesn't really look like a Japanese. =D

Changi

Changi is a very bad place I tell you. A very very bad place. 

Bought these chocs and another wallet from Tumi. With all the duty free prices and such, no wonder changi brings out the shopaholicness in everyone. I almost went mad when I went into Burberry. Too bad my parents were there, or else I would've bought some stuffs(or maybe it's a good thing they were there after all XD).

And let's not get started on the liquers! 

Changi is evil i tell you. And I'm in love with that place!

After 13 years..

I remember the first time I was on board of a plane, I was 7 years old. Sibu to Kuala Lumpur, via Malaysia Airlines. 

It was one of the most thrilling experience of my life. Since the flight was during sunset, the view across the horizon was amazing. And the view when we arrived at KL was spectacular. The lights, the skyscrapers, the night view of the city's skyline from the plane. 

Ever since then, I could not wait to travel to many more countries. 

During my trip to china, all my flights were on SQ. And I've got to say, Malaysia Airlines is still the best. 

Not that I have anything against Singapore (I ADORE changi), but then the service I get on SQ is just, not the same. I mean, it's good, no doubt. But then the cabin crews were kinda..uhm..hostile. The food was not that great, but the cocktails were amazing! LOL

Been with them since the ticketing days all the way to the ticketless eras. So, after 13 years, MAS still is my most favourite airline. Never failed me. Do you believe that even though I've flown so many times with MAS, not once were my flights ever delayed! Ha! 

And yes the meal is definitely nicer! hee!

And there's a reason why it has won more than 100 awards in the last 10 years! 

So yea, this post is mainly a tribute to malaysia airline. =) 

Airasia? hopeless. never will i ever be bothered to consider flying on airasia. a few bad experience and i'm through. =(

Lost.

I really don't know who to trust with my feelings and problems anymore.

Definitely not my family because they will judge.

Before this I'll usually have a few friends to talk to, but now that they are all in uni, I feel really awkward disrupting their activities with my problems. Some are busy with relationships, some are busy with books and studies, others are busy with their new friends. Eventually the group of friends who were always there to listen to my problems disappears. 

I find it hard to trust anyone anymore. Too many things have happened throughout my life that has taught me to never trust anyone unless they've earned it. 

Only a handful of people have access to this blog, and that's because I trust them with my thoughts and problems. I know they will not judge. I know they will not slander. 

So after a while, blog becomes my outlet to vent on whenever I have issues and problems. And yes I plan to keep it that way. 

If you find my posts boring, uneducated or just plain stupid, I suggest that you may leave. If you're willing to listen and give a comment or two, I'll thank you with my whole heart. Maybe even a hug the next time I see you XD